Attitude

Tsunami Prevention

2011-03-13T00:50:00.001-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE. Its a Sunday and im kinda bored. Ive done all my work at home and now its time for some silly thinking.

I have this thought, which all of you might laugh but hear me out first.

I have an idea on how to prevent giant Tsunami waves. Along the coastal line of a continent/country/island, the government should build a 15 meter (judging from the latest waves height in Japan) automatic shield; strong enough to handle the hardest impact of tsunami wave ever recorded in history.

1) How?

Obviously we can't build it ON the beach itself or after the beach. It would be best to build it before the beach, on earth ground for more stability. And of course we won't hide all 15 meters (or more, judging from the Alaska Tsunami waves in 1958 which went up till 914 meters; highest tsunami waves ever recorded in history) of metal shield underground. It will be build with fold-able technology (like the sliding doors in our homes except it goes upwards/downwards).

2) Budget

Yes it sounds ridiculous to build shields in every country considering trillions of miles of shield and the price to pay for. But loosing homes, family and a whole entire city itself cost more than those shield don't you think?

The above is just something i thought of out of no where while sitting on my couch on a Sunday afternoon. After all no one can fool mother nature, can we? Japan builds their buildings base on the anti-earthquake technology which was suppose to defeat quake impact that has ever happened in history but who knows mother nature tops that with a 8.9 mag quake on Friday?

So people read my idea, and if u might, have a good laugh if it is ridiculous but it would be great if the greatest scientist on this planet could figure something out to prevent tidal waves from washing our cities, ain't it? =D

the time has come to an END for a NEW BEGINNING

2011-03-01T22:50:00.000-08:00

First i would like to let my readers know, im not telling you a story based on the title, but i am explaining to you WHAT the title itself means.

There are 2 ways of seeing it depends if you are a positive or negative person. If you are positive, you will see it in a way where something you do is coming to an end but not exactly 'the end' of the journey, but also a start of the NEXT LEVEL.

Many people do not see it that way. They only focus on 'the end' and not the next level. I personally believe there is always a next level.

You may say, what if we put 'the end' as a job retirement? Yes there is still a next level; even if it means sitting at home, spend more time with your grandchildren, go on a holiday.... as long as your journey continues.

If you are a negative person, you will see the title as the end of A BEGINNING. As in before you even start something, you ended it already. That is a negative way of thinking. You may wonder how is that possible, but it is. There are a lot of people out there who ends things before they even started it. Let's not mention names here. =)

So it all depends how you see things in life. A sentence written can be positive if you look at it this way and negative if you look at it that way.

Cheers to everyone. (hmmm..cheers, i never used that before but...yeahhh ;))

awesome English

2010-08-21T04:13:00.000-07:00

Its a Saturday and i've decided to stay home and do some internet marketing and chill from a whole entire week of stress. I realized i haven't watched TV...especially Astro for a freaking long time so i decided to flip through all the boring channels and came to Asian Food Channel. After 'Chef at Home' which is awesome by the way, 'Ho Chiak' came on. These 2 chinese host was presenting a restaurant and their recommendations in Mandarin. It was nice watching it UNTIL THEY DECIDED TO SPEAK ENGLISH.

Now, if you can't speak proper English, PLEASE do not embarrass everyone. Usually we will blame the Script Writers for the grammar mistakes and of course the producers and directors.. but this time i blame those two idiotic host. Do they think speaking very very broken English on INTERNATIONAL TV is alright? It's freaking horrible. Listen to this.. 'i catch this fish to you' .. in exact accent 'i casht tis fist to hyu' .. the pronunciation is HORRIBLE enough yet they have to add in horrible GRAMMAR.

First the word 'catch' is obviously wrong. Its past tense. You don't hold up a plate of steam fish and use the word 'catch' because its freaking 'caught'. Second, i catch this fish TO you? TO? seriously? I suggest this fellow go back to nursery. Worst part is this other chic has to correct him with her also very horrible English 'weii not To arr... its For' and all the guy can say is 'oops...For you' ... I seriously feel like calling up the damn producer and ask him why on earth he cast two idiots on International TV with horrible English. If you wanna be on the Broadcasting field make sure you are fluent in the language you are speaking. You can feel free to speak the language you are comfortable in. And if you want to speak English make sure your grammar is correct and please get your accent right. We do not care about your SLANG but ACCENT is very important. For example if you can't pronounce Fish properly, DONT EVEN SAY THE WORD if you're gonna pronounce it as FIST. But if you have a chinese slang, go ahead and speak English with that genuine slang....DON'T FAKE YOUR SLANG AND PRETEND LIKE YOU'RE A BLOODY BRITISH OR AMERICAN...that's the WORST anyone can get.

I personally blame the producer for not considering the image of the television program, production and all the crew and i also blame those two idiots for embarrassing all of us. Please get your language and facts right before considering entering the Broadcasting industry.

Humans..... naturally cant get enough

2008-10-23T07:12:00.001-07:00

its human nature that we just can't get enough of what we have. EVERYTHING counts... from love, to money to sex to.... just name it..

As a students, when we get good results compared to the previous one, we are still not happy.. coz its human nature.. we alwiz wants more eventhough its more than the previous one...

money is ONE THING everyone cant get enough of.... one day we got from poor, to being rich, we are still not happy, because, we naturally just want more.. we got rich over night, got our dream car, dream house, dream gadgets.. dream whatever, BUT IN THE END, WE STILL DONT FEEL WE GOT ENOUGH.. i dunno why but i guess its just human nature..

LOVE..SEX..LUST.. when we move up from step one, we are already rushing to the next step... we often wonders, ''why cant i get that person?" and we often fantasize bout that person, this and that and all.. BUT when we finally get what we want, something in us just tells us 'you have to get more if it'... and it just makes u want more... one time kiss, you will have bigger lust for the next one..... one time sex, you will have bigger lust for it.. we promise ourself its a ONE-TIME, but it doesnt stay.. we will WANT MORE...

i guess its just human nature to want more of everything goal we have already achieved... its bad, but also good in a way... guess the cure to it to only CONTROL OURSELVES!!

Rash's Birthday party last saturday night

2008-10-23T06:57:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday was really fun.. it was Rash's birthday party... and there were LOTZ of people.... met some new friends.. great new friends... and the party was AWESOME... after the party Khai Xian came n fetched me , with lalitha n maalini inside thhe car.. we went all the way to harta mas for supper.... and then head over to lalitha's new condo... my god.... we went swimming the next day and it was FUCKING AWESOME.... my god i havnt swam in MONTHSSS since last yea end... my god..i cant wait for my next swim!!! it was a great weekend...but the weekday was hectic...

Rash's great Birthday party.. great late night out.. and great SWIM!!

Li Hui's Birthday surprise!!

2008-10-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

its a great surprise party thrown to li hui yesterday for her birthday!! my god ya'll shud have seen her face... it was a great..happy moment...
ita a in-house party at Maria's.. it was a great party although there are alot of new new new people!! ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI HUI!!!

stress and depression!! AGAIN

2008-10-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

This week has been a really hectic week. Last week i hardly have any sleep... assignments..assignmets...assignments.... and this week, thank lord ECS research paper is over... for the first time i stayed up till dawn, 6am.. and then slept for 1-2 hours and went to college... and stayed up till 9pm, knock off till 13 hours later...

this week everyone seems stressed out!! everyone is in a really bad mood, tiring mood and stressed out mood... plus we had our speaking test which is finally over.. thank god!! coming up we all have a video shoot for our project... before our FINALS... so yeah everyone will stay in a bad mood till..god knows when!! i hope that wont happen startin tomorrow!!!

furthermore... im getting this new .. thing.. feeling.. in me.. like i am not getting enough of something and .. something in me is just... wanting more of something.. it doesnt make sense i know but.. i dont know how to explain it. coz there is not words for it... love? nah i dun think so.. lust? i think its lust.. BUT FOR WHAT? i am not sure!!! im so confused and i duno what is happening to me.. i think ill start off a good night sleep!!!!

Lust..Love..Like..Admiration...

2008-10-16T06:31:00.000-07:00

Correct me if im wrong... in my own words and defination, when we have feelings for someone, it is not love yet. it is more than admiration and close to love. but love takes some time to develope.. when we are in a relationship, we develope love - care, and a feeling and attitude where u will spend the rest of your lifetime with that special person without doubt of sacrificing anything at all for that person... that is love..

we like a lot of people. we think they are cute, pretty, (handsome - for girls), like to stare at them for their attractiveness, and from that it could turn to 'crush' and then to love. like is not so much as strong as love. just like admiration, we admire someone for their good looks, talents, personality... and all these, like and admiration, leads the furthers to being friends only.. anything above that will lead to love.

now..LUST.. lust is a strong feeling and sexual attitude we have for certain people. lust have to come its natural way. when we see a person, a form of attraction will occur, which makes us want to just pull that person towards us and have a one-time with her (him - for girls).. that's lust.. lust for a person can last for a "few times" and then eventually it will fade away.. lust in us, fades away FASTER when we get what it want.. it will take some time to fly away if we dont get it, which is 90% usually what happens. and also, lust could turn to love too as it's also a form of admiration.

which is the strongest?? the decent, Love? the admiration, or the strong lust feelings ?? which one we can control more? it all depends on ourself.. but love hurts the most, while lust doesnt hurt at all!!

Saturday Night - May's Birthday

2008-10-11T22:46:00.000-07:00

last night was one of the best night.. went out to celebrate may's birthday 12am... went for shisha last night, somewhere in KL, and it was AWESOME... and then we headed down to AC for pool and fusball... it was a great night out and also the latest time to come home ahah!! slept at 7am......

hope u had a great time May... we all did for sure... HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

My first Runway

2008-10-02T06:22:00.001-07:00

The environment is tensed, and everyone around me is nervous. I was very very very nervous when they shouted 'guys, standby'. The nervousness hit me even more when it's my turn to walk out. Its just a metetr of seconds now. But the moment you hear the word 'go', that is where the excitement starts.

My first runway show was at the Cynna Bar@ Loft KL, i got to wear clothes from Ed Hardy, a well-known brand from the West. It was really fun, and it was a great experience, walking out there on the runway showing what you got on you. It takes your nerves away especially when u see alll familiar faces there cheering for u, and all the supports i got from all my friends from Penang to College mates to Australia !! i love u all for being there for me.. And michelle.. i love you so much for being there .. i feel so so so much 'im not alone' when ure there.. i really miss you..

In short, my first fashion runway show was incredibly exciting.. hope there will be more next time!!

The Forgotten(S)

2008-10-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

Some people wonder why their friends are no more there when they needed them. Well, they just dont realise its their own doings.

Sometimes when you are too busy, there is always a minute for you to at least SMS or message your close friends, at least a 'hi' or a short update on what you are currently doing. It's like you dont bother at all.. so you cant blame your friends from drifting away.

So do not ignore your friends. Make conversation with them. Update them with your life. Ignoring them, being rude to them, saying 'i dun care bout your life', ignoring them when they try to contact you, is just THE SAME as shooing your friends away. Friends are one of the most important things in the world, so do not neglect them, no matter how busy you are!

Time is PRECIOUS !!

2008-09-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

The busses and sometimes the KTM is alwayz late.. especially the bus here in Malaysia. Its is MOSTLY, (97/100), LATE.. How can someone, who takes the buses everyday, put up with this? Well, i will be taking the bus for this few years only and not my whole entire lifetime. But what about those people who will be taking public transport for the rest of their lives???

How can someone live with this everyday? EVERYDAY? Transportation in MALAYSIA IS FUCKIN UNRELIABLE.. well, the KTM is wayy better thn the bus of course and the bus is mostly LATE.. and the fucking KTM.. ITS SUPPOSE TO BE FAST, COZ IT HAS NO TRAFFIC AT ALL... N BEST PART ITS NOT ONLY ELECTRONIC, BUT DRIVEN BY A PERSON INSIDE... NO TRAFFIC... n Yet its still late.....

The time USED to wait for these transport, CAN BE USED TO DO SOOOO MANY THINGS... SOO MUCH.. LOTZ OF THINGS CAN BE DONE.... its such a waste of time waiting for these unreliabe fucks..

SO PEOPLE, don't .. DON'T..rely on these transport... WORK HARD.. EARN MORE MONEY, DRIVE OUR OWN CAR.. get a damn budget car n spend a bit to SAVE TIME.. time which we can use to do SOOOOO MUCH THINGS..

Money can be EARNED BACK.. BUT TIME CANT.. Time is precious people.. Time is precious.. if we have to spend a bit of money, to get to our destination faster, its worth it.. coz, TIME IS PRECIOUS!!!

Decide your own Destiny

2008-09-02T00:24:00.000-07:00

Most people say that wherever we ended up in, its our 'destiny', or let destiny decide where it should take you. Most people believe it this way. But is it the healthy way? I dont think so..

I believe that we SHOULD decide our OWN DESTINY. We should decide where we want to go, what we want to do in life, and which goal to achieve in life. We have to follow our own dreams. Not just do whatever is there for us, and let it bring us to our destination.

NO, DONT LET ANYTHING BRING US TO OUR DESTINATION, WE DECIDE OUR OWN DESTINY. We go to our own destination with our dreams. What im sayin here is, alot of people are not doing or studying what they like now. They study that particular course, just because of their friends, because its the easiest to get a job in future, but, do u want to wake up every morning sayin "damn i gotta go work now" or "yes, i gotta go work now yay"...

So, study the course u love. Do the things u like. Have passion in the things you want and love. Dont listen to others' discouragements coz they are the loosers who will never understand us. DO WHAT U LOVE, PICK YOUR OWN DESTINY !!! Anything is possible as long as you have the passion for it, and believe in it.

Good things for BAD people?

2008-08-31T05:48:00.001-07:00

WHY DO GOOD THINGS ALWIZ FALL FOR THE BAD PEOPLE ? Ive now known ALOT of the meanest people in this world.. they are so mean that they did things so BADDD no one can ever imagine... FUCK !!

IT'S REALY NOT FAIR.. some people say, god is forgiving... NO... THIS IS NOT THE WAY.. they did SOOO much bad things, uncountable meanest things, but yet they get all the glam, the things a regular person can only dream of. This is unfair... No i am NOT JEALOUS.. im FREAKIN PISSED... SO SO FREAKIN PISSED...

DONT .. DONT tell me they deserve it.. THEY DONT... dont tell me they repented their fuckin sins.. THEY WONT.. I M VERY SURE THEY WONT coz UNTIL this very second they are still doin sinful things..... n yet they are gettin ALLLL the good things.... UNFAIR... very very unfair !!

In conclusion.. i think n i feel, good things sumtimes fall on some people, weather they are bad or good... for us, i think we have to go our there and fight and strive for what we really want. It dont fall upon us, its okay, WE GO OUT THERE AND FIGHT FOR THE THINGS WE WANT.. this is wayyy stronger than just sit and wait for it to fall on us. Especially the bad people, they get these good things, by just sitting down n wait... BUT WE DONT.. WE GO OUT AND FIGHT FOR IT, THIS WAY, WE STAY STRONG and DREAM stays strong too... coz we know we FOUGHT for it.. and we EARN it !!

Home Alone !!! YESSS!!!

2008-08-31T04:18:00.000-07:00

I got the whole house to myself this weekend until Monday (hopefully...) Well, it seems like im a pethatic loner but why do i like being alone at home ?? Sounds spooky living alone and scary, but.... nahh dont think too much..

I've alwiz loved having my own place, my own, kitchen, my own bathroom, living room... EVERYTING TO MYSELF.. NO IM NOT SELFISH.. but i just like everything to myself, where i can do ANYTHING AT ALL, without worrying that im sharing anything with anyone...and cleaniness is the MOST IMPORTANT to me in a house. I can definately NEVER live with someone who dont give a fuck about cleaniness and people who dont give a shit about what's happening around the house.

I've alwiz wanted a whole house to myself, and VERY IMPORTANTLY, have friends over for the weekend, EVERY WEEKEND.. aint that fun?? sounds really fun to me... well, sharing a place with a very very bestfriend of ours, who is clean, non-selfish, and a great friend when it comes to anything at all, yeaa that is great, at least i dont have to be lonely.

Right now i love this house im staying in. It wont be as homey as my home in Penang but im adapted to it. I love this place ESPECIALLY when i have the whole place to myself.. Love it.. alright im gonna enjoy the rest of my "loneliness" at home now.. tazz !!

All Grown Up !!

2008-08-31T03:59:00.000-07:00

Remember those happy times when we were in high school ? it was like a second home to us, as we spend half a day there, other thn at home !

Like i said, High School, is a place just like our second home, where we participate in everday activity, hang out with our groupies everyday, making each and every part of the entire school out TERRITORY.. Those were the fun times..... at least it was when we look back now..

But High School for me, well, the ending, was very different for me! (i wish it wasnt) I thought it will have a happy ending for me, but no, high school ends badly for me. very lil people notice this, but, my very close friends do nocitce this, or at least, heard from me ! Lets just put it this way.... the STARTING and ENDING of high school (from 1&5) was the worst time in my life.. in between, it was GREAT... especially form 3 and 4.. form 5 was great in the begining but wasnt from the middle, towards the ending!! i love form 3 so much as that was the time i have a different perspective on certain things. form 4 was great, but not as great as i was in form 3 as my best friend Michelle left school to another place.. and, things wasnt very good then but, it was okay...

Anyway enough of all these bullcrap stories...

My life really started, as in i really grew up, when i was in college.. that was the place where me and some of my closest friends found very very great people from other schools.. people whom i felt i have known them for life. People whom i wonder "why weren't we in each other's life before this".. well, guess its just a matter of time...

its september already, and november is coming soon.. the time when ALLLL of us, alll my greatest friends will be back in Penang.. oh my god i can already feel the fun .. the activities we are goin to do.. the hang outs.. the.. EVERYTHING.... the sad part is, after a few months, we will have to be seperated again for almost another year, and this will continue until we are all working in other places, across the globe, in different major cities.

And everytime, we ONLY get to look back to our memories, the times we all had spent together with the greatest people in our lives, wondering when will that ever happen again.. well, at least we ALL HAVE to make a pack, make a promise to meet each other back in our hometown , at least every once a year......

at least now, we know we WILL have months of seeing each other every year until the day we graduate and scattered around everywhere doing our jobs.. Lets look foward to this year end, and have the greatest time no one had ever had.. make this memory a sweet one, so we can all look back one day and say "well, those were the best times". But i believe, no matter how far we all are, we will still have the chance to meet up in future AT LEAST EVERY ONCE A YEAR... lets all make a pack.. a promise..... as we grow up, things change, like the speed of lightning indeed!!

AFTER EXAMS

2008-07-08T19:42:00.000-07:00

AFTER EXAMS.... HERE IN LIBRARY.. oh my god sem 2 ends sooooo fast... time pass really fast.... in a blink of an eye, 6 months has gone d....
Now waiting to go out with Karin, Vivienne and Steph.... n the rest still in exam hall i think...

Right now..Karin blogging bout vivienne askin me bout viagra....
Karin now playing some pig game....
Vivienne cant wait to see Kate Borsworth having sex in 21...
N YJ came d... n where is Brandon???
Hui Ling is trying to type something...... 32.0i (is what she typed)
Steph is blur, askin something bout changing sth...
N im chatting with Janey who dont miss me (actually she miss me alot she denying) and saying i loved Eileen and how the hell she remmebers Eileen? See EILEEN HO i told u ur hotness is famous.....
Someone behind sayin sth bout dying.. so many there...panda... vivienne say hichhock..kitten n bluek all....
Hui Ling n Vivienne wanna enter cheerleading.....

OKAY THATS ALL FOR NOW... ON OUR WAY TO WATCH JOLIE SEXY AND BORSWORTH HAVING SEX!!!! BYE PEOPLE!!!!

BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2008-06-27T00:09:00.000-07:00

SORRY FOR ANY HIDEOUS AND INAPPROPIATE DESIGNS ON THIS BLOG...

Defination of 'Life Is Hard'

2008-06-23T04:30:00.000-07:00

Most people define 'Life Is Hard' as, well, college, assignments, relationship problems and all other bullcraps... well, its NOT...

My defination of 'life is hard' is when we think about our future, what are we gonna do in future, will we be successful in the field of our interest?? where are we heading to, career and also abroad. These are the things we have to be thinking about now, make plans for our future before its too late.

The problem with me is, i always think of the unnecessary stuffs, like will i get a job abroad next time coz ive always wanna work abroad, in places like Paris, New York, as they have very good job opportunities and yes, we are asian, and wanting them to take us in for a job is also a huge huge consideration for them. (Usually the answer is No). And if i don't work here in my hometown, how about my friends, family, loved ones, and.... my home ???? Of course i never thought of wanting to leave them....!?!?!?!

Interest-..Ive always loved travelling and i don't want to stick to only one boring job and work there for the rest of my life. I like to explore other countries, other major cities, having a main occupation while doing part time jobs related to my main job. I love exploring, learn new things from different places. But is it possible??? Does everyone have that kinda opportunity??

Home-.. A nice decorated house is something ive alwiz wanted as its the safest and the most relaxing place in the world. So i dont understand why some people have so many houses. The 4 season houses, one for every season, and a holiday home, this home that home, aint HOME suppose to be the ONLY place u will ever go back to for comfort and safety ?? Im that kinda person who likes to have a nice house where i can go home to every night. But on the other hand, i love travelling to different places, looking for different opportunities in my career.. so how can i make my home, permanant for me?? unless i dun travel that often but only once or twice every few months for assignments????

Away From Hometown-.. If there is an opportunity for me to work abroad, i will, for sure, take it. But the thought of leaving your whole family behind sucks. its horrible... we leaving our hometown, migrating to the other side of the world, leaving EVERYTHING (since our childhood) behind.. I know for sure my father and my brothers, sisters n everyone wont follow me, nor migrate to wherever i desire to go..... n the thought of leaving my FATHER behind, is horrible, knowing he wont migrate with me to wherever i go also...

Friends-.. Everywhere we go, we meet people... good ones and bad ones.. obviously we dont give two shit bout the bad people we met on the way.. but those we considered best friends, or our best friends for years now, its just hard knowing we will be leaving them, as for sure we are all gonna be scattered around the world, doing different things, knowing that the only way to keep in touch is by the network and that makessss lotzzzzzz of differences compared to being with each other... this sucks... knowing we have to part from our friends, for a long time, hence, FOREVER????

So u see.. why i alwiz think life hard.. its because, the first thing in our live that we HAVE to do is focus on our future, and our goals.. where do we wanan go, and what do we wanan do.. but there are consequences.. it means leaving our friends.. leaving our family.. leaving our home... and leaving these 3 aspect is the most horrible thing to do, but we have to if we want to achieve our goal and target, and our dream.. so life is hard if u really think of it.. there are alot of things which we can easily do, but how about the consequences?????????

NEW YORK CITY.... ~city that never sleeps~

Ive Been Tagged...Really Fun!!

2008-04-09T20:33:00.000-07:00

*List out 5 presents you wish for:
A car, a house, a digital camera (mine spoiled), shoes, bag (mine torn coz of KTM)

*The person who tagged you:
Karin Chan

*Your first 5 impressions of her:
Cute, Funny, Dirty (at times), Hardworking, A Great Friend

*The most memorable thing they have done/given to you:
Err, when we are in a group doing project or talking about almost everything in the world.

*If he/she becomes your lover, you two will:
Err, well if she wants me....... (she aint available i guess)

*If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be because:
Well nahh, we WILL avoid all those crap...

5 people you tag:
1) Eileen
2) Adrian
3) Suet Nee
4) Hui Chuen
5) Maalini

*Who is no 3 having a relationship with?
None. Well, she is mysterious ahhahahha

*Who is no 5 having a relationship with?
Try counting. Proberly line up from Penang to KL.

*If no 2 and no 3 got together will it be a good thing?
that will be the oddest yet cutest couple ever

*How about no 4 and 5?
Their children will be really hot.

*What is no 3 studying?
Bachelor of Accounting (Aust. Transfer Program)

*When was the last time you chatted with no 5?
Like, this morning, 5 hours ao

*Does no 4 work?
Nope...

*Would you be with no 1?
That hottie.. well yeah IF she wants me...

*How bout no 5?
Well, im DEFINATELY not her type.. We are too close of a friend to fall for.

*Does no 2 have siblings?
Yeah..a sister

*How did you get to know no 2 and no 4?
Ive known them since STD 1.. we are really old good friends.

*Where does no 1 live at?
In Penang, but currently in Perth.

*Is no 3 the sexiest person in the world?
Suet Nee??? The sexiest? HELL YEAH BABY!!!

These are the people ive tagged!! Happy Taggin ya'll.. Have a Great Day hahahaa

Look BOTH SIDES people.. and STOP judging...

2008-04-05T13:26:00.001-07:00

We might think of SOMEONE as a very wise person.. but fuck NEVER judge it that way. A wise person don't judge a situation by knowing only one side of the story. Look at both sides and IF u wanna interfear with it, make sure u dont fuck things up between the few main people. If you think u cant make things right, then FUCK OFF and STOP acting all "Mr. Know It All.."

AND, STOP JUDGING. How to make a complaining friend feel better and how the FUCK to let your friend do the right thing, is NOT to go with the flow with their anger and depression. THINK WISE, yess it WILL be upsetting and hurtful, but hell, TRUTH is alwiz BETTER THAN A FUCKIN LIE.. When a friend come up to us, feeling alllllll depress and angry, going "yeah ure right, u shud be angry, the other person is wrong, a total ass" AINT GONNA MAKE HIM/HER FEEL ANY BETTER.. GONNA MAKE THINGS WAYYY WORST.. Wanna give advice, make sure its the TRUTH N make sure its WISE before opening ur fuckin trap. Don't know how to do it, take that ass of urs, and fuck it sumwhere else. Don t be "Mr Know It Fuckin All" if you cant be him. And DONT... i re-fuckin-peat, D-O-N-'-T JUDGE the other party just coz our friend is our friend, coz it AINT fair to the other person by listening and supporting only on the side u've listened to....

AND YESS...MY FAVOURITE PART..... DONT FUCKING RUN AWAY FROM YOUR MISTAKE... U DID A MISTAKE, OWN UP TO IT WHEN BEING CONFRONTED.. dont go alll "I dont know.. did i say that?" and run away, ignoring ur calls, sms-es coz it aint gonna make you a man, MAKE U A LOOSER OF THE 21ST CENTURY.. FUCK BE A DAAMN MAN N STAND UP FOR THE MISTAKES U HAVE MADE.....why make it in the first place if u got NO GUTS to stand up for it!! Backstabbing, bad-mouthing (someone's favourite word), judging like fuck, and telling lies to get support AND RUNNING AWAY, is the LAMEST and STUPIDEST and FUCKIEST thing to do... Have some balls and stand up to it.... face it.. and make things right.. why make that mistake n run, why didnt use ur tiny pea brain to think of the right thing to do earlier before u fucked things up?? SERVE YOU RIGHT FUCKER..

People tends to listen to ONLY one side of a story, and then supporting the closer party and judge the other party badly. Think bout it, will it be fair to the other person?? we dont even know what the fuck is going on. Human Beings, its our nature to protect ourselves and say good bout ourselves and bad bout the other party.. How many times have u heard someone coming up to u and say "i fought with my friend, BUT I AM IN FAULT. I AM IN THE WRONG".. heard that often?? or this.."i fought with him/her... n she/he is a fuckin scum, backstabbing whore bitch"... which one u heard more often.. FUCK YEAH THE SECOND ONE.. so we as LISTERNERS dont just support just coz that person is our close friend.. HELP THAT FRIEND OF YOURS GO THROUGH THAT PROBLEM, DO THE RIGHT THING, SAY THE RIGHT WORDS, HELP HIM/HER COMMUNICATE WITH THE OTHER PARTY the RIGHT way... not to fight n all fucks. aint gonna help anyone..

Yeah people might think im that kinda person who dont support my close friends as to what i said above.. again, use that brain of yours and think, why is a friend doing this? Its coz he/she CARES for you.. thats why he/she dares to take the risk, dare to make u hate him/her JUST for you to do and make things right... A close friend whose words upsets and hurts you, isnt a bad person, but a friend who dares to tell you the truth and go with you through your troubles and problems... Emphasize of this sentence "A close friend whose words upsets and hurts you...".. this sentence, which sentence caught ur eyes?? 'a friend who upsets n hurt you rite?' how bout the word 'close friend' ?? what is it doing there? n why say 'close friend' when u think he/she is just to upset u with their words.???

SO PEOPLE.. THINK... THINK BROADLY about things.. dont just think about a story or a problem.. lotz of words and meanings are hidden and MOST people just dont see it... see it with ur brain, if u cant with ur eyes... think outside the box.. 'MAYBE's' and 'IF's' helps one feel better and confident to face their problems and troubles.. going with the flow aint a good thing is some situation especially someone's emotional mood!!

So people out there, THINK for the best solution to help a friend, could be upsetting and hurtful but its way better to have a sweet n happy ending than a fucked up one... and ALWAYS...
A-L-W-A-Y-S look at both sides of the troubled parties, no matter hoe close or un-close u are to one of the party... and stop judging.... we can allll make bigggg differences in a good friend's life, and ours !!!!

AND THIS MESSAGE IS COMPLETELY GENERAL..ITS NOT SPECIFICALLY FOR ANYONE... NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE.... !!!

Depressed...for NOTHING

2008-03-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

I am not sure if this is a problem, but it happens to me. Whenever i am alone, or when i got absolutely nothing to do, i tend to think about a lot of things! REDICULOUS things actually. Things that could bother me. I really don't know why. I am not sure if this happens to other people, but it happens to me. One way to avoid this is to make myself busy, but i cant be busy all the time. I really wish i could talk to someone about this but the problem is, there is a lot of things in my head during those times and i dont even know how to sort it out.

Another thing is, has anyone of you discovered that, there is SOMETHING inside you that u wished u could tell someone but u think no one, not even your bestest best mate could understand you? I know we can tell our closest mate everything and anything but sometimes there is just something that we can never bring ourselves to talk about it to another person. It hurts and its depressing that we keep it inside us and we need to let it out... but we just can't as we feel that no one else could understand us.

It really is depressing. Sometimes i just force myself busy or just to interupt my mind with something else happier or like now, blog it out, although its not the main problem and topic. But it does feel a tinyyyy tineee bit better. aizz....... hate it when i get depresses, FOR NOTHING

For the last time....

2008-02-05T22:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday 05/06 Feb ....
We all met up in Ardee's house and it was like old old old times.. Ardee and KK are leaving today itself later in the afternoon around 6pm. I really can't believe it. Throughout the whole entire 2007, we have been around everywhere TOGETHER... joking, talking very loud like nobody's business... Look at us now, everyone is leaving to seperate parts of the world.

It was so so so so fun we sat down and talk about EVERYTHING, ate, and after that Me, Suet + Gaiks, Adrian and Phil were driving home, having hell lots of fun on the empty road.. Driving back to Adrian's house first followed by Gaiks (Phil went home the other way) then Suet and Me as i live the furthers.. On the road we were overtaking each other, flashing each other and all IT WAS SOOO FUN and Phil will come next to my car and smile to me WITHOUT LOOKING INFRONT OF THE ROAD... he is crazy but it made me laugh soooo hard ahahahahahaha AND SUET oh my god u people make my day seriously !!!! How i wished this is all video taped...

Anyway all the best to KK and Ardee.. and Eileen will be leaving soon also.. aizz... and suet thankz so much for the video it is sooo memoriable.... Just like suet said, this is NOT A GOODBYE, we will still see each other and hang out to the max when we all come back end of this year.. good luck everyone!!!

Friends that made GREAT differences in my life

2007-12-28T10:26:00.000-08:00

This year 2007 was the BEST years of my 18 years of life.. seriously. Eventhough most of my close friends now are people i only know for one year but we all are like a FAMILY...like we are all superglued to each other...

Friends that made GREAT differences in my life... Adrian, Ardeena, Eileen, Suet Nee, Roshini, Maalini, KK, Jane, Michele, Hui Chuen (eventhough he needs frustration management lately ahahaha), Gaik Si, Avinaash, and of course my best friend for alwayz..Michelle Lim..

OK.. people say we could have only like what, one best friend??? Well my life is different.. I've got a few best friends.. Friends i could turn to when im upset, friends who are alwiz there for me through hard times, friends who i can count on, friends who are part of my family... yes they are all mentioned above (im so sorry if i left out anyone...doesnt mean i dont think bout u.. just i cant think anymore ahahahahahah)

28th December
today was soooo damn fun in Chilis laa...KK la dunno why din come..ahhaah.. we were all like eating and ardee was making a new friend with the waiter.. ahahah... Eileen n Suet Nee as usual making everyone on the table laugh..... Thankz Suet n Ardee for the Picture... the frame is so damn cute n the pictures are total good memories of the good times we had back in college eheheheh.. im gonna bring it with me everywhere... IM serious.. and the friendship frame thing Eileen gave me on my birthday.. that was a special and unique gift ill alwiz display on my desk wherever i go!!

Adrian totally knows i love unexplained mysteries.. n he got me this FANTASTIC book all about the mysteries around the world... that is seriously ONE OF THE BEST GIFT ive ever gotten... seriously LOVE IT... THANKZ ADRIAN.... and KK got me these 2 recipe books which is absolutely fabulous.. i alwiz bug her bout recipes and now she gave me like 2 fab recipe books which i totally love so much !! ahhaha.. now its so much easier to prepare a meal when im alone or in KL... ahahha THANKZ KK....

Today in Chilis...Roshini, Hui Chuen, Suet Nee, Ardeena, Eileen, Adrian & Gaik Si.. today was one of the happiest day in the whole of this month..there was so much laughters and memories.... thankz u all I LOVE U ALL TO BITS.... im so so so so gonna miss these precious time with all of you... this is something i can hardly find when i go to KL next time... nothing can replace these fantastic time with you all !! especially when eileen crack her hilarious jokes and suet nee n ardee starts spanking..hahaahahah... love it so much when we all laugh especially with adrian ... seeing him laugh will make me laugh more ahahahahahaha

Some people said when i go KL i will find new friends and i will eventually forget them and all... the answer is NO.. I WILL NEVER FORGET THESE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE... you people.. Adrian, Ardeena, Eileen, Suet Nee, Roshini, Maalini, Michelle Lim, KK, Jane, Michele, Hui Chuen,Gaik Si, Avinaash.. are the people i will NEVER.... N-E-V-E-R forget my LIFE.. i really dont know how else to express but.. you people are already superglued to my life, your names are already engraved in my heart AND..... its just like this.. we can NEVER forget our parents and siblings rite?? We can never forget what they have done for us and all, all the times they have been there for us through hard times and the ups and downs, that is what we call a family.. YES.. to me my very close friends are EXACTLY like my family!! ALL OF YOU might think, "ohh he is just saying it, he will forget bout us" but i WILL ENSURE YA'LL ILL NEVER DO THAT.... a lot of unforgettable special things had already happened in our lifes... and we will ALWAYZ be in each other's life no matter what or however far we are!! LOVE YOU ALL!!! THANKZ FOR ALLLLLLL THE GREAT TIMES WE HAD HAD THROUGHOUT ALL THESE TIMES........

~~~of course never forgetting Samantha & Amir, Cecilia, Su Ting, Mariel, Elysha, Juan, Philip, Andrew, Dennis, David and the most hilarious Darren ...people who made GREAT differences in my life~~~

Friends?? Or Foe??

2007-10-31T07:42:00.001-07:00

First Impression...Something very very normal everyone has on another person. Sometimes first impressions are positives, and it remains positive.. Sometimes first impressions are negative and it remains negative.
Normally, when we have a negative first impression on someone, we usually turn out to be wrong about that person, and who knows we might be besf friends with that person. Well, sometimes we have positive first impression on someone, and eventually we could be best friends with that person, but in the end that person might turn out to be a scum suckin bitch.

I know a lot of people, people who are still UNgrown up, who belongs to JUNIOR high-school. The basic table of these loosers are "Hate each other at first, turned best friends in the end, became enemies after a few months, best friends again after that, oh, hate each other AGAIN." These people just dont get the meaning of BEST FRIENDS.. Yes you might hate that person in your first impression. But once you've bond a friendship with someone, there is no way that friendship can break unless something SERIOUS happened, which is very seldom.

Best friends are friends who will FORGIVE & FORGET (forget the problems, not the friendship). Sometimes we have a slight arguement with our good friends because of some disagreement. But that doesnt lead us to a friendship breakup. We have to ALWAYS have the attitude to know how to TOLERATE with our best friends, always forgive each other no matter what and settle whatever arguement we all have as fast as possible. If we cant tolerate with our friends and if we cant settle an argument, Wont it be hard and uncomfortable if we see them anywhere, be it in the same classroom or outside in public?? So everyone especially people nowadays HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO FREAKIN GROW UP AND WAKE UP.. LEARN how to tolerate...learn how to forgive each other... learn how to treat your bestfriends right.. as we might not know what will happen tomorrow that will make us regret our entire lifetime.. LEARN HOW TO BE A GOOD AND WORTHFULL BESTFRIEND.

Yes and i do know some people who are still as foolish as they can be and as stupid as they can be. First they hate each other, talking and bitchin bout each other.. then suddenly u will see them as BESTEST FRIENDS the next day.. ohh what happens after 1 month? A huge quarrel and a huge fight, just coz of some stupid, childish idiotic asses had to open their mouth and tell rumors to the other one, backstabbing their friends to save their image... well, of course these so called "best friends" will be enemies now, bitching about each other to the whole college and whoever else they know in the world.. well that last only for one day. the next day they will be friends again for ONLY 5 MONTHS.. next day, they wil come in, sitting seperately, bitchin about each other to the neutral ones...
in conclusion, Best Friends will become Foes and Foes will become Best Friends.. that's THEIR lame lives....
Oh and better still, these so called mature homo sapients, they love pulling the innocent people into their fights.. so in the end, someone else will take the blame of their mistakes..how inconsiderate and irresponsible could these loosers possibly be !?!

These people should seriously learn how to GROW UP. LIVE WITH THE REALITY OF THE WORLD, NOT SOME FAIRYTALE "WONDERLAND" WHERE ALL PEOPLE KILL EACH OTHER FOR PRIDE AND FAME... STOP BITCHING ABOUT ONE ANOTHER IN BLOGS AND MSN AND WHEREVER ESLE YOU CAN WRITE BOUT EACH OTHER.. if u got a problem, go to each other and settle it FACE TO FACE... learn how to grow up. learn how to be a True and Loyal BEST FRIEND...

College Life.. Best year of my life..

2007-10-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

SAM 2007 IN Disted College, well, i wont say "i WOULD say its the best year of my life" but i'd say ITS THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE, apart from my Form 3 and 4 which comes after this.

Beginging when i left my Form 5, i thought i will be feeling really sad, missing those times with my friends and all.. But instead this feeling was brought foward to my college life. I was so happy when my Form 5 ends as it suck big time. But this time in college, as its gonna end, im feeling like im leaving the world of fun to a real and harsh world outside. I really miss all my friends in college already and i really hope SAM was like one and a half years.

When i mention SAM 2007, i honestly meant friends and social wise. Not the education wise. I left high school with miseries and unhappiness, something which i never expected in life as i have always loved high school, it has been my second home as we spend most of our times in high school. Form 1, well, is the WORST YEAR of my life. It got better in my form 2 and when i reach form 3, things changed throughoutly followed by form 4. My form 3 was truely awesome. I found my own group of friends. That group that i have alwiz belong to, just that my eyes didnt see that. My form 3 ended with lotz of fun and memories. I was a sad year as my best friens Michelle left for KTJ, but the memories and the times we all had in school was AWESOMELY FANTASTIC. My form 4 was great. It was a year of FUN AND EXCITEMENT. I love my form 3 & 4.. But my form 5 was HELL. My starting and ending of High School was freakin hell...... I thought hell will continue for me in college until i step into it. Things changed immediately for me. I met real people in college. Real and mature people. People who are anti-problems and people who are all grown ups, unlike those still in high schools. It took me such a short time to find people who i was looking for throughout my entire life that i thought doesnt exist. People with real and good quality of personalities and attitudes, something which i never found in high school (not all, but some friends from high school remains my bestest friends with great personalities and attitude)

Now college is ending, and i really miss the times spent with all my friends, arguing where to go for lunch, arguing over something small and silly but of course thank lord no one kept grudges, (this is what i call mature people), all those times we spent in gurney, swatow lane, Mc D, ice ice baby after classes, especially on Thursdays with my best friend Ardee and all the times we sit in the cafeteria and general lab, serfing the net, talking as loud as possible and laughing our brains off with the jokes we all made especially by Eileen. Damn she is one hell of a joker, no one beats her.
Oh yea the times we skipped Jenny's classes and the tensed atmosphere that formed as we enter her naggy classes. How much we disliked her and how much we kinda cursed her, (not as terrible as the 2 of em who confronted her in the begining of the year). But we all never realize that it's her nags that made us do our work consistently. She is the only lecturer that dedicated her knowledge fully for us, without caring how much we will hate her. Usually we will never see the true colours of our teachers and lecturers until the very end of the time when we are gonna leave school or college. But we should have realize in the begining that Jenny is one of the best lecturer.

I had never had this feeling before, this very sad, 'dont-want-to-leave-this-place' kinda feeling coz, i honestly dont give a crap about leaving high school and the people there (except some great people who are important to me in my life and those who are still by my side, Adrian you are DEFINITELY ONE OF EM IM TALKIN ABOUT, DONT TRY TO 'ure not including me in your bestfriends list' me.. ahahahhahahaha) SAM 2007 and all my new friends, and my best friends, i really don't want to leave you all. I could stay with you all forever as you people are the ones that ive found who could cherrish every moment of my life. You people are the ones who made me go home everyday after classes with hapiness and laughters (laughin in my car and bathroom sometimes, thinkin of the things that happened in college, those fun and laughters..jokessessss) In high school yea there are times when i go home with hapiness but there are times, most of the times in my last year of high school especially, i go home with frustrations, upsetness, and unhapiness. But my life and times in college makes me go home EVERYDAY with hapiness, yes NOT EVEN ONE DAY OF SADNESS.

I know, i know... Suet Nee and Adrian is gonna say "so long winded and alwiz repeat what he had said"... But i have no other way to express the feeling im having now, this year in SAM 2007.. Throughout my 18 years of life, i swear to God this is my happiest year, happiest times and happiest moments with you all. You guys that ive met in Disted this year (some from my high school), thank God (a lot) that ive found you people in my life. Im seriously lucky to have you guys as ive seen some people who had miserable lives in their college and university life. As we said, we are leaving college, means we are leaving each other also. NONSENSE.. WE MIGHT BE LEAVING COLLEGE.. BUT. the friendship we had made, STAYS FOREVER...Love you all..... Never forget each other.. All of us..