Most people say that wherever we ended up in, its our 'destiny', or let destiny decide where it should take you. Most people believe it this way. But is it the healthy way? I dont think so..
I believe that we SHOULD decide our OWN DESTINY. We should decide where we want to go, what we want to do in life, and which goal to achieve in life. We have to follow our own dreams. Not just do whatever is there for us, and let it bring us to our destination.
NO, DONT LET ANYTHING BRING US TO OUR DESTINATION, WE DECIDE OUR OWN DESTINY. We go to our own destination with our dreams. What im sayin here is, alot of people are not doing or studying what they like now. They study that particular course, just because of their friends, because its the easiest to get a job in future, but, do u want to wake up every morning sayin "damn i gotta go work now" or "yes, i gotta go work now yay"...
So, study the course u love. Do the things u like. Have passion in the things you want and love. Dont listen to others' discouragements coz they are the loosers who will never understand us. DO WHAT U LOVE, PICK YOUR OWN DESTINY !!! Anything is possible as long as you have the passion for it, and believe in it.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Good things for BAD people?
WHY DO GOOD THINGS ALWIZ FALL FOR THE BAD PEOPLE ? Ive now known ALOT of the meanest people in this world.. they are so mean that they did things so BADDD no one can ever imagine... FUCK !!
IT'S REALY NOT FAIR.. some people say, god is forgiving... NO... THIS IS NOT THE WAY.. they did SOOO much bad things, uncountable meanest things, but yet they get all the glam, the things a regular person can only dream of. This is unfair... No i am NOT JEALOUS.. im FREAKIN PISSED... SO SO FREAKIN PISSED...
DONT .. DONT tell me they deserve it.. THEY DONT... dont tell me they repented their fuckin sins.. THEY WONT.. I M VERY SURE THEY WONT coz UNTIL this very second they are still doin sinful things..... n yet they are gettin ALLLL the good things.... UNFAIR... very very unfair !!
In conclusion.. i think n i feel, good things sumtimes fall on some people, weather they are bad or good... for us, i think we have to go our there and fight and strive for what we really want. It dont fall upon us, its okay, WE GO OUT THERE AND FIGHT FOR THE THINGS WE WANT.. this is wayyy stronger than just sit and wait for it to fall on us. Especially the bad people, they get these good things, by just sitting down n wait... BUT WE DONT.. WE GO OUT AND FIGHT FOR IT, THIS WAY, WE STAY STRONG and DREAM stays strong too... coz we know we FOUGHT for it.. and we EARN it !!
IT'S REALY NOT FAIR.. some people say, god is forgiving... NO... THIS IS NOT THE WAY.. they did SOOO much bad things, uncountable meanest things, but yet they get all the glam, the things a regular person can only dream of. This is unfair... No i am NOT JEALOUS.. im FREAKIN PISSED... SO SO FREAKIN PISSED...
DONT .. DONT tell me they deserve it.. THEY DONT... dont tell me they repented their fuckin sins.. THEY WONT.. I M VERY SURE THEY WONT coz UNTIL this very second they are still doin sinful things..... n yet they are gettin ALLLL the good things.... UNFAIR... very very unfair !!
In conclusion.. i think n i feel, good things sumtimes fall on some people, weather they are bad or good... for us, i think we have to go our there and fight and strive for what we really want. It dont fall upon us, its okay, WE GO OUT THERE AND FIGHT FOR THE THINGS WE WANT.. this is wayyy stronger than just sit and wait for it to fall on us. Especially the bad people, they get these good things, by just sitting down n wait... BUT WE DONT.. WE GO OUT AND FIGHT FOR IT, THIS WAY, WE STAY STRONG and DREAM stays strong too... coz we know we FOUGHT for it.. and we EARN it !!
Home Alone !!! YESSS!!!
I got the whole house to myself this weekend until Monday (hopefully...) Well, it seems like im a pethatic loner but why do i like being alone at home ?? Sounds spooky living alone and scary, but.... nahh dont think too much..
I've alwiz loved having my own place, my own, kitchen, my own bathroom, living room... EVERYTING TO MYSELF.. NO IM NOT SELFISH.. but i just like everything to myself, where i can do ANYTHING AT ALL, without worrying that im sharing anything with anyone...and cleaniness is the MOST IMPORTANT to me in a house. I can definately NEVER live with someone who dont give a fuck about cleaniness and people who dont give a shit about what's happening around the house.
I've alwiz wanted a whole house to myself, and VERY IMPORTANTLY, have friends over for the weekend, EVERY WEEKEND.. aint that fun?? sounds really fun to me... well, sharing a place with a very very bestfriend of ours, who is clean, non-selfish, and a great friend when it comes to anything at all, yeaa that is great, at least i dont have to be lonely.
Right now i love this house im staying in. It wont be as homey as my home in Penang but im adapted to it. I love this place ESPECIALLY when i have the whole place to myself.. Love it.. alright im gonna enjoy the rest of my "loneliness" at home now.. tazz !!
I've alwiz loved having my own place, my own, kitchen, my own bathroom, living room... EVERYTING TO MYSELF.. NO IM NOT SELFISH.. but i just like everything to myself, where i can do ANYTHING AT ALL, without worrying that im sharing anything with anyone...and cleaniness is the MOST IMPORTANT to me in a house. I can definately NEVER live with someone who dont give a fuck about cleaniness and people who dont give a shit about what's happening around the house.
I've alwiz wanted a whole house to myself, and VERY IMPORTANTLY, have friends over for the weekend, EVERY WEEKEND.. aint that fun?? sounds really fun to me... well, sharing a place with a very very bestfriend of ours, who is clean, non-selfish, and a great friend when it comes to anything at all, yeaa that is great, at least i dont have to be lonely.
Right now i love this house im staying in. It wont be as homey as my home in Penang but im adapted to it. I love this place ESPECIALLY when i have the whole place to myself.. Love it.. alright im gonna enjoy the rest of my "loneliness" at home now.. tazz !!
All Grown Up !!
Remember those happy times when we were in high school ? it was like a second home to us, as we spend half a day there, other thn at home !
Like i said, High School, is a place just like our second home, where we participate in everday activity, hang out with our groupies everyday, making each and every part of the entire school out TERRITORY.. Those were the fun times..... at least it was when we look back now..
But High School for me, well, the ending, was very different for me! (i wish it wasnt) I thought it will have a happy ending for me, but no, high school ends badly for me. very lil people notice this, but, my very close friends do nocitce this, or at least, heard from me ! Lets just put it this way.... the STARTING and ENDING of high school (from 1&5) was the worst time in my life.. in between, it was GREAT... especially form 3 and 4.. form 5 was great in the begining but wasnt from the middle, towards the ending!! i love form 3 so much as that was the time i have a different perspective on certain things. form 4 was great, but not as great as i was in form 3 as my best friend Michelle left school to another place.. and, things wasnt very good then but, it was okay...
Anyway enough of all these bullcrap stories...
My life really started, as in i really grew up, when i was in college.. that was the place where me and some of my closest friends found very very great people from other schools.. people whom i felt i have known them for life. People whom i wonder "why weren't we in each other's life before this".. well, guess its just a matter of time...
its september already, and november is coming soon.. the time when ALLLL of us, alll my greatest friends will be back in Penang.. oh my god i can already feel the fun .. the activities we are goin to do.. the hang outs.. the.. EVERYTHING.... the sad part is, after a few months, we will have to be seperated again for almost another year, and this will continue until we are all working in other places, across the globe, in different major cities.
And everytime, we ONLY get to look back to our memories, the times we all had spent together with the greatest people in our lives, wondering when will that ever happen again.. well, at least we ALL HAVE to make a pack, make a promise to meet each other back in our hometown , at least every once a year......
at least now, we know we WILL have months of seeing each other every year until the day we graduate and scattered around everywhere doing our jobs.. Lets look foward to this year end, and have the greatest time no one had ever had.. make this memory a sweet one, so we can all look back one day and say "well, those were the best times". But i believe, no matter how far we all are, we will still have the chance to meet up in future AT LEAST EVERY ONCE A YEAR... lets all make a pack.. a promise..... as we grow up, things change, like the speed of lightning indeed!!
Like i said, High School, is a place just like our second home, where we participate in everday activity, hang out with our groupies everyday, making each and every part of the entire school out TERRITORY.. Those were the fun times..... at least it was when we look back now..
But High School for me, well, the ending, was very different for me! (i wish it wasnt) I thought it will have a happy ending for me, but no, high school ends badly for me. very lil people notice this, but, my very close friends do nocitce this, or at least, heard from me ! Lets just put it this way.... the STARTING and ENDING of high school (from 1&5) was the worst time in my life.. in between, it was GREAT... especially form 3 and 4.. form 5 was great in the begining but wasnt from the middle, towards the ending!! i love form 3 so much as that was the time i have a different perspective on certain things. form 4 was great, but not as great as i was in form 3 as my best friend Michelle left school to another place.. and, things wasnt very good then but, it was okay...
Anyway enough of all these bullcrap stories...
My life really started, as in i really grew up, when i was in college.. that was the place where me and some of my closest friends found very very great people from other schools.. people whom i felt i have known them for life. People whom i wonder "why weren't we in each other's life before this".. well, guess its just a matter of time...
its september already, and november is coming soon.. the time when ALLLL of us, alll my greatest friends will be back in Penang.. oh my god i can already feel the fun .. the activities we are goin to do.. the hang outs.. the.. EVERYTHING.... the sad part is, after a few months, we will have to be seperated again for almost another year, and this will continue until we are all working in other places, across the globe, in different major cities.
And everytime, we ONLY get to look back to our memories, the times we all had spent together with the greatest people in our lives, wondering when will that ever happen again.. well, at least we ALL HAVE to make a pack, make a promise to meet each other back in our hometown , at least every once a year......
at least now, we know we WILL have months of seeing each other every year until the day we graduate and scattered around everywhere doing our jobs.. Lets look foward to this year end, and have the greatest time no one had ever had.. make this memory a sweet one, so we can all look back one day and say "well, those were the best times". But i believe, no matter how far we all are, we will still have the chance to meet up in future AT LEAST EVERY ONCE A YEAR... lets all make a pack.. a promise..... as we grow up, things change, like the speed of lightning indeed!!
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
AFTER EXAMS
AFTER EXAMS.... HERE IN LIBRARY.. oh my god sem 2 ends sooooo fast... time pass really fast.... in a blink of an eye, 6 months has gone d....
Now waiting to go out with Karin, Vivienne and Steph.... n the rest still in exam hall i think...
Right now..Karin blogging bout vivienne askin me bout viagra....
Karin now playing some pig game....
Vivienne cant wait to see Kate Borsworth having sex in 21...
N YJ came d... n where is Brandon???
Hui Ling is trying to type something...... 32.0i (is what she typed)
Steph is blur, askin something bout changing sth...
N im chatting with Janey who dont miss me (actually she miss me alot she denying) and saying i loved Eileen and how the hell she remmebers Eileen? See EILEEN HO i told u ur hotness is famous.....
Someone behind sayin sth bout dying.. so many there...panda... vivienne say hichhock..kitten n bluek all....
Hui Ling n Vivienne wanna enter cheerleading.....
OKAY THATS ALL FOR NOW... ON OUR WAY TO WATCH JOLIE SEXY AND BORSWORTH HAVING SEX!!!! BYE PEOPLE!!!!
Now waiting to go out with Karin, Vivienne and Steph.... n the rest still in exam hall i think...
Right now..Karin blogging bout vivienne askin me bout viagra....
Karin now playing some pig game....
Vivienne cant wait to see Kate Borsworth having sex in 21...
N YJ came d... n where is Brandon???
Hui Ling is trying to type something...... 32.0i (is what she typed)
Steph is blur, askin something bout changing sth...
N im chatting with Janey who dont miss me (actually she miss me alot she denying) and saying i loved Eileen and how the hell she remmebers Eileen? See EILEEN HO i told u ur hotness is famous.....
Someone behind sayin sth bout dying.. so many there...panda... vivienne say hichhock..kitten n bluek all....
Hui Ling n Vivienne wanna enter cheerleading.....
OKAY THATS ALL FOR NOW... ON OUR WAY TO WATCH JOLIE SEXY AND BORSWORTH HAVING SEX!!!! BYE PEOPLE!!!!
Friday, June 27, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
Defination of 'Life Is Hard'
Most people define 'Life Is Hard' as, well, college, assignments, relationship problems and all other bullcraps... well, its NOT...
My defination of 'life is hard' is when we think about our future, what are we gonna do in future, will we be successful in the field of our interest?? where are we heading to, career and also abroad. These are the things we have to be thinking about now, make plans for our future before its too late.
The problem with me is, i always think of the unnecessary stuffs, like will i get a job abroad next time coz ive always wanna work abroad, in places like Paris, New York, as they have very good job opportunities and yes, we are asian, and wanting them to take us in for a job is also a huge huge consideration for them. (Usually the answer is No). And if i don't work here in my hometown, how about my friends, family, loved ones, and.... my home ???? Of course i never thought of wanting to leave them....!?!?!?!
Interest-..Ive always loved travelling and i don't want to stick to only one boring job and work there for the rest of my life. I like to explore other countries, other major cities, having a main occupation while doing part time jobs related to my main job. I love exploring, learn new things from different places. But is it possible??? Does everyone have that kinda opportunity??
Home-.. A nice decorated house is something ive alwiz wanted as its the safest and the most relaxing place in the world. So i dont understand why some people have so many houses. The 4 season houses, one for every season, and a holiday home, this home that home, aint HOME suppose to be the ONLY place u will ever go back to for comfort and safety ?? Im that kinda person who likes to have a nice house where i can go home to every night. But on the other hand, i love travelling to different places, looking for different opportunities in my career.. so how can i make my home, permanant for me?? unless i dun travel that often but only once or twice every few mo
nths for assignments????
Away From Hometown-.. If there is an opportunity for me to work abroad, i will, for sure, take it. But the thought of leaving your whole family behind sucks. its horrible... we leaving our hometown, migrating to the other side of the world, leaving EVERYTHING (since our childhood) behind.. I know for sure my father and my brothers, sisters n everyone wont follow me, nor migrate to wherever i desire to go..... n the thought of leaving my FATHER behind, is horrible, knowing he wont migrate with me to wherever i go also...
Friends-.. Everywhere we go, we meet people... good ones and bad ones.. obviously we dont give two shit bout the bad people we met on the way.. but those we considered best friends, or our best friends for years now, its just hard knowing we will be leaving them, as for sure we are all gonna be scattered around the world, doing different things, knowing that the only way to keep in touch is by the network and that makessss lotzzzzzz of differences compared to being with each other... this sucks... knowing we have to part from our friends, for a long time, hence, FOREVER????
So u see.. why i alwiz think life hard.. its because, the first thing in our live that we HAVE to do is focus on our future, and our goals.. where do we wanan go, and what do we wanan do.. but there are consequences.. it means leaving our friends.. leaving our family.. leaving our home... and leaving these 3 aspect is the most horrible thing to do, but we have to if we want to achieve our goal and target, and our dream.. so life is hard if u really think of it.. there are alot of things which we can easily do, but how about the consequences?????????
My defination of 'life is hard' is when we think about our future, what are we gonna do in future, will we be successful in the field of our interest?? where are we heading to, career and also abroad. These are the things we have to be thinking about now, make plans for our future before its too late.
The problem with me is, i always think of the unnecessary stuffs, like will i get a job abroad next time coz ive always wanna work abroad, in places like Paris, New York, as they have very good job opportunities and yes, we are asian, and wanting them to take us in for a job is also a huge huge consideration for them. (Usually the answer is No). And if i don't work here in my hometown, how about my friends, family, loved ones, and.... my home ???? Of course i never thought of wanting to leave them....!?!?!?!
Interest-..Ive always loved travelling and i don't want to stick to only one boring job and work there for the rest of my life. I like to explore other countries, other major cities, having a main occupation while doing part time jobs related to my main job. I love exploring, learn new things from different places. But is it possible??? Does everyone have that kinda opportunity??
Home-.. A nice decorated house is something ive alwiz wanted as its the safest and the most relaxing place in the world. So i dont understand why some people have so many houses. The 4 season houses, one for every season, and a holiday home, this home that home, aint HOME suppose to be the ONLY place u will ever go back to for comfort and safety ?? Im that kinda person who likes to have a nice house where i can go home to every night. But on the other hand, i love travelling to different places, looking for different opportunities in my career.. so how can i make my home, permanant for me?? unless i dun travel that often but only once or twice every few mo
nths for assignments????Away From Hometown-.. If there is an opportunity for me to work abroad, i will, for sure, take it. But the thought of leaving your whole family behind sucks. its horrible... we leaving our hometown, migrating to the other side of the world, leaving EVERYTHING (since our childhood) behind.. I know for sure my father and my brothers, sisters n everyone wont follow me, nor migrate to wherever i desire to go..... n the thought of leaving my FATHER behind, is horrible, knowing he wont migrate with me to wherever i go also...
Friends-.. Everywhere we go, we meet people... good ones and bad ones.. obviously we dont give two shit bout the bad people we met on the way.. but those we considered best friends, or our best friends for years now, its just hard knowing we will be leaving them, as for sure we are all gonna be scattered around the world, doing different things, knowing that the only way to keep in touch is by the network and that makessss lotzzzzzz of differences compared to being with each other... this sucks... knowing we have to part from our friends, for a long time, hence, FOREVER????
So u see.. why i alwiz think life hard.. its because, the first thing in our live that we HAVE to do is focus on our future, and our goals.. where do we wanan go, and what do we wanan do.. but there are consequences.. it means leaving our friends.. leaving our family.. leaving our home... and leaving these 3 aspect is the most horrible thing to do, but we have to if we want to achieve our goal and target, and our dream.. so life is hard if u really think of it.. there are alot of things which we can easily do, but how about the consequences?????????
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