its a great surprise party thrown to li hui yesterday for her birthday!! my god ya'll shud have seen her face... it was a great..happy moment...
ita a in-house party at Maria's.. it was a great party although there are alot of new new new people!! ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI HUI!!!
Thursday, October 23, 2008
stress and depression!! AGAIN
This week has been a really hectic week. Last week i hardly have any sleep... assignments..assignmets...assignments.... and this week, thank lord ECS research paper is over... for the first time i stayed up till dawn, 6am.. and then slept for 1-2 hours and went to college... and stayed up till 9pm, knock off till 13 hours later...
this week everyone seems stressed out!! everyone is in a really bad mood, tiring mood and stressed out mood... plus we had our speaking test which is finally over.. thank god!! coming up we all have a video shoot for our project... before our FINALS... so yeah everyone will stay in a bad mood till..god knows when!! i hope that wont happen startin tomorrow!!!
furthermore... im getting this new .. thing.. feeling.. in me.. like i am not getting enough of something and .. something in me is just... wanting more of something.. it doesnt make sense i know but.. i dont know how to explain it. coz there is not words for it... love? nah i dun think so.. lust? i think its lust.. BUT FOR WHAT? i am not sure!!! im so confused and i duno what is happening to me.. i think ill start off a good night sleep!!!!
this week everyone seems stressed out!! everyone is in a really bad mood, tiring mood and stressed out mood... plus we had our speaking test which is finally over.. thank god!! coming up we all have a video shoot for our project... before our FINALS... so yeah everyone will stay in a bad mood till..god knows when!! i hope that wont happen startin tomorrow!!!
furthermore... im getting this new .. thing.. feeling.. in me.. like i am not getting enough of something and .. something in me is just... wanting more of something.. it doesnt make sense i know but.. i dont know how to explain it. coz there is not words for it... love? nah i dun think so.. lust? i think its lust.. BUT FOR WHAT? i am not sure!!! im so confused and i duno what is happening to me.. i think ill start off a good night sleep!!!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Lust..Love..Like..Admiration...
Correct me if im wrong... in my own words and defination, when we have feelings for someone, it is not love yet. it is more than admiration and close to love. but love takes some time to develope.. when we are in a relationship, we develope love - care, and a feeling and attitude where u will spend the rest of your lifetime with that special person without doubt of sacrificing anything at all for that person... that is love..
we like a lot of people. we think they are cute, pretty, (handsome - for girls), like to stare at them for their attractiveness, and from that it could turn to 'crush' and then to love. like is not so much as strong as love. just like admiration, we admire someone for their good looks, talents, personality... and all these, like and admiration, leads the furthers to being friends only.. anything above that will lead to love.
now..LUST.. lust is a strong feeling and sexual attitude we have for certain people. lust have to come its natural way. when we see a person, a form of attraction will occur, which makes us want to just pull that person towards us and have a one-time with her (him - for girls).. that's lust.. lust for a person can last for a "few times" and then eventually it will fade away.. lust in us, fades away FASTER when we get what it want.. it will take some time to fly away if we dont get it, which is 90% usually what happens. and also, lust could turn to love too as it's also a form of admiration.
which is the strongest?? the decent, Love? the admiration, or the strong lust feelings ?? which one we can control more? it all depends on ourself.. but love hurts the most, while lust doesnt hurt at all!!
we like a lot of people. we think they are cute, pretty, (handsome - for girls), like to stare at them for their attractiveness, and from that it could turn to 'crush' and then to love. like is not so much as strong as love. just like admiration, we admire someone for their good looks, talents, personality... and all these, like and admiration, leads the furthers to being friends only.. anything above that will lead to love.
now..LUST.. lust is a strong feeling and sexual attitude we have for certain people. lust have to come its natural way. when we see a person, a form of attraction will occur, which makes us want to just pull that person towards us and have a one-time with her (him - for girls).. that's lust.. lust for a person can last for a "few times" and then eventually it will fade away.. lust in us, fades away FASTER when we get what it want.. it will take some time to fly away if we dont get it, which is 90% usually what happens. and also, lust could turn to love too as it's also a form of admiration.
which is the strongest?? the decent, Love? the admiration, or the strong lust feelings ?? which one we can control more? it all depends on ourself.. but love hurts the most, while lust doesnt hurt at all!!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Saturday Night - May's Birthday
last night was one of the best night.. went out to celebrate may's birthday 12am... went for shisha last night, somewhere in KL, and it was AWESOME... and then we headed down to AC for pool and fusball... it was a great night out and also the latest time to come home ahah!! slept at 7am......
hope u had a great time May... we all did for sure... HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
hope u had a great time May... we all did for sure... HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
My first Runway
The environment is tensed, and everyone around me is nervous. I was very very very nervous when they shouted 'guys, standby'. The nervousness hit me even more when it's my turn to walk out. Its just a metetr of seconds now. But the moment you hear the word 'go', that is where the excitement starts.
My first runway show was at the Cynna Bar@ Loft KL, i got to wear clothes from Ed Hardy, a well-known brand from the West. It was really fun, and it was a great experience, walking out there on the runway showing what you got on you. It takes your nerves away especially when u see alll familiar faces there cheering for u, and all the supports i got from all my friends from Penang to College mates to Australia !! i love u all for being there for me.. And michelle.. i love you so much for being there .. i feel so so so much 'im not alone' when ure there.. i really miss you..
In short, my first fashion runway show was incredibly exciting.. hope there will be more next time!!
My first runway show was at the Cynna Bar@ Loft KL, i got to wear clothes from Ed Hardy, a well-known brand from the West. It was really fun, and it was a great experience, walking out there on the runway showing what you got on you. It takes your nerves away especially when u see alll familiar faces there cheering for u, and all the supports i got from all my friends from Penang to College mates to Australia !! i love u all for being there for me.. And michelle.. i love you so much for being there .. i feel so so so much 'im not alone' when ure there.. i really miss you..
In short, my first fashion runway show was incredibly exciting.. hope there will be more next time!!
The Forgotten(S)
Some people wonder why their friends are no more there when they needed them. Well, they just dont realise its their own doings.
Sometimes when you are too busy, there is always a minute for you to at least SMS or message your close friends, at least a 'hi' or a short update on what you are currently doing. It's like you dont bother at all.. so you cant blame your friends from drifting away.
So do not ignore your friends. Make conversation with them. Update them with your life. Ignoring them, being rude to them, saying 'i dun care bout your life', ignoring them when they try to contact you, is just THE SAME as shooing your friends away. Friends are one of the most important things in the world, so do not neglect them, no matter how busy you are!
Sometimes when you are too busy, there is always a minute for you to at least SMS or message your close friends, at least a 'hi' or a short update on what you are currently doing. It's like you dont bother at all.. so you cant blame your friends from drifting away.
So do not ignore your friends. Make conversation with them. Update them with your life. Ignoring them, being rude to them, saying 'i dun care bout your life', ignoring them when they try to contact you, is just THE SAME as shooing your friends away. Friends are one of the most important things in the world, so do not neglect them, no matter how busy you are!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Time is PRECIOUS !!
The busses and sometimes the KTM is alwayz late.. especially the bus here in Malaysia. Its is MOSTLY, (97/100), LATE.. How can someone, who takes the buses everyday, put up with this? Well, i will be taking the bus for this few years only and not my whole entire lifetime. But what about those people who will be taking public transport for the rest of their lives???
How can someone live with this everyday? EVERYDAY? Transportation in MALAYSIA IS FUCKIN UNRELIABLE.. well, the KTM is wayy better thn the bus of course and the bus is mostly LATE.. and the fucking KTM.. ITS SUPPOSE TO BE FAST, COZ IT HAS NO TRAFFIC AT ALL... N BEST PART ITS NOT ONLY ELECTRONIC, BUT DRIVEN BY A PERSON INSIDE... NO TRAFFIC... n Yet its still late.....
The time USED to wait for these transport, CAN BE USED TO DO SOOOO MANY THINGS... SOO MUCH.. LOTZ OF THINGS CAN BE DONE.... its such a waste of time waiting for these unreliabe fucks..
SO PEOPLE, don't .. DON'T..rely on these transport... WORK HARD.. EARN MORE MONEY, DRIVE OUR OWN CAR.. get a damn budget car n spend a bit to SAVE TIME.. time which we can use to do SOOOOO MUCH THINGS..
Money can be EARNED BACK.. BUT TIME CANT.. Time is precious people.. Time is precious.. if we have to spend a bit of money, to get to our destination faster, its worth it.. coz, TIME IS PRECIOUS!!!
How can someone live with this everyday? EVERYDAY? Transportation in MALAYSIA IS FUCKIN UNRELIABLE.. well, the KTM is wayy better thn the bus of course and the bus is mostly LATE.. and the fucking KTM.. ITS SUPPOSE TO BE FAST, COZ IT HAS NO TRAFFIC AT ALL... N BEST PART ITS NOT ONLY ELECTRONIC, BUT DRIVEN BY A PERSON INSIDE... NO TRAFFIC... n Yet its still late.....
The time USED to wait for these transport, CAN BE USED TO DO SOOOO MANY THINGS... SOO MUCH.. LOTZ OF THINGS CAN BE DONE.... its such a waste of time waiting for these unreliabe fucks..
SO PEOPLE, don't .. DON'T..rely on these transport... WORK HARD.. EARN MORE MONEY, DRIVE OUR OWN CAR.. get a damn budget car n spend a bit to SAVE TIME.. time which we can use to do SOOOOO MUCH THINGS..
Money can be EARNED BACK.. BUT TIME CANT.. Time is precious people.. Time is precious.. if we have to spend a bit of money, to get to our destination faster, its worth it.. coz, TIME IS PRECIOUS!!!
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