Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Ive Been Tagged...Really Fun!!

*List out 5 presents you wish for:
A car, a house, a digital camera (mine spoiled), shoes, bag (mine torn coz of KTM)

*The person who tagged you:
Karin Chan

*Your first 5 impressions of her:
Cute, Funny, Dirty (at times), Hardworking, A Great Friend

*The most memorable thing they have done/given to you:
Err, when we are in a group doing project or talking about almost everything in the world.

*If he/she becomes your lover, you two will:
Err, well if she wants me....... (she aint available i guess)

*If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be because:
Well nahh, we WILL avoid all those crap...

5 people you tag:
1) Eileen
2) Adrian
3) Suet Nee
4) Hui Chuen
5) Maalini

*Who is no 3 having a relationship with?
None. Well, she is mysterious ahhahahha

*Who is no 5 having a relationship with?
Try counting. Proberly line up from Penang to KL.

*If no 2 and no 3 got together will it be a good thing?
that will be the oddest yet cutest couple ever

*How about no 4 and 5?
Their children will be really hot.

*What is no 3 studying?
Bachelor of Accounting (Aust. Transfer Program)

*When was the last time you chatted with no 5?
Like, this morning, 5 hours ao

*Does no 4 work?
Nope...

*Would you be with no 1?
That hottie.. well yeah IF she wants me...

*How bout no 5?
Well, im DEFINATELY not her type.. We are too close of a friend to fall for.

*Does no 2 have siblings?
Yeah..a sister

*How did you get to know no 2 and no 4?
Ive known them since STD 1.. we are really old good friends.

*Where does no 1 live at?
In Penang, but currently in Perth.

*Is no 3 the sexiest person in the world?
Suet Nee??? The sexiest? HELL YEAH BABY!!!

These are the people ive tagged!! Happy Taggin ya'll.. Have a Great Day hahahaa

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Look BOTH SIDES people.. and STOP judging...

We might think of SOMEONE as a very wise person.. but fuck NEVER judge it that way. A wise person don't judge a situation by knowing only one side of the story. Look at both sides and IF u wanna interfear with it, make sure u dont fuck things up between the few main people. If you think u cant make things right, then FUCK OFF and STOP acting all "Mr. Know It All.."

AND, STOP JUDGING. How to make a complaining friend feel better and how the FUCK to let your friend do the right thing, is NOT to go with the flow with their anger and depression. THINK WISE, yess it WILL be upsetting and hurtful, but hell, TRUTH is alwiz BETTER THAN A FUCKIN LIE.. When a friend come up to us, feeling alllllll depress and angry, going "yeah ure right, u shud be angry, the other person is wrong, a total ass" AINT GONNA MAKE HIM/HER FEEL ANY BETTER.. GONNA MAKE THINGS WAYYY WORST.. Wanna give advice, make sure its the TRUTH N make sure its WISE before opening ur fuckin trap. Don't know how to do it, take that ass of urs, and fuck it sumwhere else. Don t be "Mr Know It Fuckin All" if you cant be him. And DONT... i re-fuckin-peat, D-O-N-'-T JUDGE the other party just coz our friend is our friend, coz it AINT fair to the other person by listening and supporting only on the side u've listened to....

AND YESS...MY FAVOURITE PART..... DONT FUCKING RUN AWAY FROM YOUR MISTAKE... U DID A MISTAKE, OWN UP TO IT WHEN BEING CONFRONTED.. dont go alll "I dont know.. did i say that?" and run away, ignoring ur calls, sms-es coz it aint gonna make you a man, MAKE U A LOOSER OF THE 21ST CENTURY.. FUCK BE A DAAMN MAN N STAND UP FOR THE MISTAKES U HAVE MADE.....why make it in the first place if u got NO GUTS to stand up for it!! Backstabbing, bad-mouthing (someone's favourite word), judging like fuck, and telling lies to get support AND RUNNING AWAY, is the LAMEST and STUPIDEST and FUCKIEST thing to do... Have some balls and stand up to it.... face it.. and make things right.. why make that mistake n run, why didnt use ur tiny pea brain to think of the right thing to do earlier before u fucked things up?? SERVE YOU RIGHT FUCKER..

People tends to listen to ONLY one side of a story, and then supporting the closer party and judge the other party badly. Think bout it, will it be fair to the other person?? we dont even know what the fuck is going on. Human Beings, its our nature to protect ourselves and say good bout ourselves and bad bout the other party.. How many times have u heard someone coming up to u and say "i fought with my friend, BUT I AM IN FAULT. I AM IN THE WRONG".. heard that often?? or this.."i fought with him/her... n she/he is a fuckin scum, backstabbing whore bitch"... which one u heard more often.. FUCK YEAH THE SECOND ONE.. so we as LISTERNERS dont just support just coz that person is our close friend.. HELP THAT FRIEND OF YOURS GO THROUGH THAT PROBLEM, DO THE RIGHT THING, SAY THE RIGHT WORDS, HELP HIM/HER COMMUNICATE WITH THE OTHER PARTY the RIGHT way... not to fight n all fucks. aint gonna help anyone..

Yeah people might think im that kinda person who dont support my close friends as to what i said above.. again, use that brain of yours and think, why is a friend doing this? Its coz he/she CARES for you.. thats why he/she dares to take the risk, dare to make u hate him/her JUST for you to do and make things right... A close friend whose words upsets and hurts you, isnt a bad person, but a friend who dares to tell you the truth and go with you through your troubles and problems... Emphasize of this sentence "A close friend whose words upsets and hurts you...".. this sentence, which sentence caught ur eyes?? 'a friend who upsets n hurt you rite?' how bout the word 'close friend' ?? what is it doing there? n why say 'close friend' when u think he/she is just to upset u with their words.???

SO PEOPLE.. THINK... THINK BROADLY about things.. dont just think about a story or a problem.. lotz of words and meanings are hidden and MOST people just dont see it... see it with ur brain, if u cant with ur eyes... think outside the box.. 'MAYBE's' and 'IF's' helps one feel better and confident to face their problems and troubles.. going with the flow aint a good thing is some situation especially someone's emotional mood!!

So people out there, THINK for the best solution to help a friend, could be upsetting and hurtful but its way better to have a sweet n happy ending than a fucked up one... and ALWAYS...
A-L-W-A-Y-S look at both sides of the troubled parties, no matter hoe close or un-close u are to one of the party... and stop judging.... we can allll make bigggg differences in a good friend's life, and ours !!!!

AND THIS MESSAGE IS COMPLETELY GENERAL..ITS NOT SPECIFICALLY FOR ANYONE... NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE.... !!!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Depressed...for NOTHING

I am not sure if this is a problem, but it happens to me. Whenever i am alone, or when i got absolutely nothing to do, i tend to think about a lot of things! REDICULOUS things actually. Things that could bother me. I really don't know why. I am not sure if this happens to other people, but it happens to me. One way to avoid this is to make myself busy, but i cant be busy all the time. I really wish i could talk to someone about this but the problem is, there is a lot of things in my head during those times and i dont even know how to sort it out.

Another thing is, has anyone of you discovered that, there is SOMETHING inside you that u wished u could tell someone but u think no one, not even your bestest best mate could understand you? I know we can tell our closest mate everything and anything but sometimes there is just something that we can never bring ourselves to talk about it to another person. It hurts and its depressing that we keep it inside us and we need to let it out... but we just can't as we feel that no one else could understand us.

It really is depressing. Sometimes i just force myself busy or just to interupt my mind with something else happier or like now, blog it out, although its not the main problem and topic. But it does feel a tinyyyy tineee bit better. aizz....... hate it when i get depresses, FOR NOTHING

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

For the last time....

Yesterday 05/06 Feb ....
We all met up in Ardee's house and it was like old old old times.. Ardee and KK are leaving today itself later in the afternoon around 6pm. I really can't believe it. Throughout the whole entire 2007, we have been around everywhere TOGETHER... joking, talking very loud like nobody's business... Look at us now, everyone is leaving to seperate parts of the world.

It was so so so so fun we sat down and talk about EVERYTHING, ate, and after that Me, Suet + Gaiks, Adrian and Phil were driving home, having hell lots of fun on the empty road.. Driving back to Adrian's house first followed by Gaiks (Phil went home the other way) then Suet and Me as i live the furthers.. On the road we were overtaking each other, flashing each other and all IT WAS SOOO FUN and Phil will come next to my car and smile to me WITHOUT LOOKING INFRONT OF THE ROAD... he is crazy but it made me laugh soooo hard ahahahahahaha AND SUET oh my god u people make my day seriously !!!! How i wished this is all video taped...

Anyway all the best to KK and Ardee.. and Eileen will be leaving soon also.. aizz... and suet thankz so much for the video it is sooo memoriable.... Just like suet said, this is NOT A GOODBYE, we will still see each other and hang out to the max when we all come back end of this year.. good luck everyone!!!

Friday, December 28, 2007

Friends that made GREAT differences in my life

This year 2007 was the BEST years of my 18 years of life.. seriously. Eventhough most of my close friends now are people i only know for one year but we all are like a FAMILY...like we are all superglued to each other...

Friends that made GREAT differences in my life... Adrian, Ardeena, Eileen, Suet Nee, Roshini, Maalini, KK, Jane, Michele, Hui Chuen (eventhough he needs frustration management lately ahahaha), Gaik Si, Avinaash, and of course my best friend for alwayz..Michelle Lim..

OK.. people say we could have only like what, one best friend??? Well my life is different.. I've got a few best friends.. Friends i could turn to when im upset, friends who are alwiz there for me through hard times, friends who i can count on, friends who are part of my family... yes they are all mentioned above (im so sorry if i left out anyone...doesnt mean i dont think bout u.. just i cant think anymore ahahahahahah)

28th December
today was soooo damn fun in Chilis laa...KK la dunno why din come..ahhaah.. we were all like eating and ardee was making a new friend with the waiter.. ahahah... Eileen n Suet Nee as usual making everyone on the table laugh..... Thankz Suet n Ardee for the Picture... the frame is so damn cute n the pictures are total good memories of the good times we had back in college eheheheh.. im gonna bring it with me everywhere... IM serious.. and the friendship frame thing Eileen gave me on my birthday.. that was a special and unique gift ill alwiz display on my desk wherever i go!!

Adrian totally knows i love unexplained mysteries.. n he got me this FANTASTIC book all about the mysteries around the world... that is seriously ONE OF THE BEST GIFT ive ever gotten... seriously LOVE IT... THANKZ ADRIAN.... and KK got me these 2 recipe books which is absolutely fabulous.. i alwiz bug her bout recipes and now she gave me like 2 fab recipe books which i totally love so much !! ahhaha.. now its so much easier to prepare a meal when im alone or in KL... ahahha THANKZ KK....

Today in Chilis...Roshini, Hui Chuen, Suet Nee, Ardeena, Eileen, Adrian & Gaik Si.. today was one of the happiest day in the whole of this month..there was so much laughters and memories.... thankz u all I LOVE U ALL TO BITS.... im so so so so gonna miss these precious time with all of you... this is something i can hardly find when i go to KL next time... nothing can replace these fantastic time with you all !! especially when eileen crack her hilarious jokes and suet nee n ardee starts spanking..hahaahahah... love it so much when we all laugh especially with adrian ... seeing him laugh will make me laugh more ahahahahahaha

Some people said when i go KL i will find new friends and i will eventually forget them and all... the answer is NO.. I WILL NEVER FORGET THESE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE... you people.. Adrian, Ardeena, Eileen, Suet Nee, Roshini, Maalini, Michelle Lim, KK, Jane, Michele, Hui Chuen,Gaik Si, Avinaash.. are the people i will NEVER.... N-E-V-E-R forget my LIFE.. i really dont know how else to express but.. you people are already superglued to my life, your names are already engraved in my heart AND..... its just like this.. we can NEVER forget our parents and siblings rite?? We can never forget what they have done for us and all, all the times they have been there for us through hard times and the ups and downs, that is what we call a family.. YES.. to me my very close friends are EXACTLY like my family!! ALL OF YOU might think, "ohh he is just saying it, he will forget bout us" but i WILL ENSURE YA'LL ILL NEVER DO THAT.... a lot of unforgettable special things had already happened in our lifes... and we will ALWAYZ be in each other's life no matter what or however far we are!! LOVE YOU ALL!!! THANKZ FOR ALLLLLLL THE GREAT TIMES WE HAD HAD THROUGHOUT ALL THESE TIMES........

~~~of course never forgetting Samantha & Amir, Cecilia, Su Ting, Mariel, Elysha, Juan, Philip, Andrew, Dennis, David and the most hilarious Darren ...people who made GREAT differences in my life~~~

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Friends?? Or Foe??

First Impression...Something very very normal everyone has on another person. Sometimes first impressions are positives, and it remains positive.. Sometimes first impressions are negative and it remains negative.
Normally, when we have a negative first impression on someone, we usually turn out to be wrong about that person, and who knows we might be besf friends with that person. Well, sometimes we have positive first impression on someone, and eventually we could be best friends with that person, but in the end that person might turn out to be a scum suckin bitch.

I know a lot of people, people who are still UNgrown up, who belongs to JUNIOR high-school. The basic table of these loosers are "Hate each other at first, turned best friends in the end, became enemies after a few months, best friends again after that, oh, hate each other AGAIN." These people just dont get the meaning of BEST FRIENDS.. Yes you might hate that person in your first impression. But once you've bond a friendship with someone, there is no way that friendship can break unless something SERIOUS happened, which is very seldom.

Best friends are friends who will FORGIVE & FORGET (forget the problems, not the friendship). Sometimes we have a slight arguement with our good friends because of some disagreement. But that doesnt lead us to a friendship breakup. We have to ALWAYS have the attitude to know how to TOLERATE with our best friends, always forgive each other no matter what and settle whatever arguement we all have as fast as possible. If we cant tolerate with our friends and if we cant settle an argument, Wont it be hard and uncomfortable if we see them anywhere, be it in the same classroom or outside in public?? So everyone especially people nowadays HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO FREAKIN GROW UP AND WAKE UP.. LEARN how to tolerate...learn how to forgive each other... learn how to treat your bestfriends right.. as we might not know what will happen tomorrow that will make us regret our entire lifetime.. LEARN HOW TO BE A GOOD AND WORTHFULL BESTFRIEND.

Yes and i do know some people who are still as foolish as they can be and as stupid as they can be. First they hate each other, talking and bitchin bout each other.. then suddenly u will see them as BESTEST FRIENDS the next day.. ohh what happens after 1 month? A huge quarrel and a huge fight, just coz of some stupid, childish idiotic asses had to open their mouth and tell rumors to the other one, backstabbing their friends to save their image... well, of course these so called "best friends" will be enemies now, bitching about each other to the whole college and whoever else they know in the world.. well that last only for one day. the next day they will be friends again for ONLY 5 MONTHS.. next day, they wil come in, sitting seperately, bitchin about each other to the neutral ones...
in conclusion, Best Friends will become Foes and Foes will become Best Friends.. that's THEIR lame lives....
Oh and better still, these so called mature homo sapients, they love pulling the innocent people into their fights.. so in the end, someone else will take the blame of their mistakes..how inconsiderate and irresponsible could these loosers possibly be !?!

These people should seriously learn how to GROW UP. LIVE WITH THE REALITY OF THE WORLD, NOT SOME FAIRYTALE "WONDERLAND" WHERE ALL PEOPLE KILL EACH OTHER FOR PRIDE AND FAME... STOP BITCHING ABOUT ONE ANOTHER IN BLOGS AND MSN AND WHEREVER ESLE YOU CAN WRITE BOUT EACH OTHER.. if u got a problem, go to each other and settle it FACE TO FACE... learn how to grow up. learn how to be a True and Loyal BEST FRIEND...

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

College Life.. Best year of my life..

SAM 2007 IN Disted College, well, i wont say "i WOULD say its the best year of my life" but i'd say ITS THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE, apart from my Form 3 and 4 which comes after this.

Beginging when i left my Form 5, i thought i will be feeling really sad, missing those times with my friends and all.. But instead this feeling was brought foward to my college life. I was so happy when my Form 5 ends as it suck big time. But this time in college, as its gonna end, im feeling like im leaving the world of fun to a real and harsh world outside. I really miss all my friends in college already and i really hope SAM was like one and a half years.

When i mention SAM 2007, i honestly meant friends and social wise. Not the education wise. I left high school with miseries and unhappiness, something which i never expected in life as i have always loved high school, it has been my second home as we spend most of our times in high school. Form 1, well, is the WORST YEAR of my life. It got better in my form 2 and when i reach form 3, things changed throughoutly followed by form 4. My form 3 was truely awesome. I found my own group of friends. That group that i have alwiz belong to, just that my eyes didnt see that. My form 3 ended with lotz of fun and memories. I was a sad year as my best friens Michelle left for KTJ, but the memories and the times we all had in school was AWESOMELY FANTASTIC. My form 4 was great. It was a year of FUN AND EXCITEMENT. I love my form 3 & 4.. But my form 5 was HELL. My starting and ending of High School was freakin hell...... I thought hell will continue for me in college until i step into it. Things changed immediately for me. I met real people in college. Real and mature people. People who are anti-problems and people who are all grown ups, unlike those still in high schools. It took me such a short time to find people who i was looking for throughout my entire life that i thought doesnt exist. People with real and good quality of personalities and attitudes, something which i never found in high school (not all, but some friends from high school remains my bestest friends with great personalities and attitude)

Now college is ending, and i really miss the times spent with all my friends, arguing where to go for lunch, arguing over something small and silly but of course thank lord no one kept grudges, (this is what i call mature people), all those times we spent in gurney, swatow lane, Mc D, ice ice baby after classes, especially on Thursdays with my best friend Ardee and all the times we sit in the cafeteria and general lab, serfing the net, talking as loud as possible and laughing our brains off with the jokes we all made especially by Eileen. Damn she is one hell of a joker, no one beats her.
Oh yea the times we skipped Jenny's classes and the tensed atmosphere that formed as we enter her naggy classes. How much we disliked her and how much we kinda cursed her, (not as terrible as the 2 of em who confronted her in the begining of the year). But we all never realize that it's her nags that made us do our work consistently. She is the only lecturer that dedicated her knowledge fully for us, without caring how much we will hate her. Usually we will never see the true colours of our teachers and lecturers until the very end of the time when we are gonna leave school or college. But we should have realize in the begining that Jenny is one of the best lecturer.

I had never had this feeling before, this very sad, 'dont-want-to-leave-this-place' kinda feeling coz, i honestly dont give a crap about leaving high school and the people there (except some great people who are important to me in my life and those who are still by my side, Adrian you are DEFINITELY ONE OF EM IM TALKIN ABOUT, DONT TRY TO 'ure not including me in your bestfriends list' me.. ahahahhahahaha) SAM 2007 and all my new friends, and my best friends, i really don't want to leave you all. I could stay with you all forever as you people are the ones that ive found who could cherrish every moment of my life. You people are the ones who made me go home everyday after classes with hapiness and laughters (laughin in my car and bathroom sometimes, thinkin of the things that happened in college, those fun and laughters..jokessessss) In high school yea there are times when i go home with hapiness but there are times, most of the times in my last year of high school especially, i go home with frustrations, upsetness, and unhapiness. But my life and times in college makes me go home EVERYDAY with hapiness, yes NOT EVEN ONE DAY OF SADNESS.

I know, i know... Suet Nee and Adrian is gonna say "so long winded and alwiz repeat what he had said"... But i have no other way to express the feeling im having now, this year in SAM 2007.. Throughout my 18 years of life, i swear to God this is my happiest year, happiest times and happiest moments with you all. You guys that ive met in Disted this year (some from my high school), thank God (a lot) that ive found you people in my life. Im seriously lucky to have you guys as ive seen some people who had miserable lives in their college and university life. As we said, we are leaving college, means we are leaving each other also. NONSENSE.. WE MIGHT BE LEAVING COLLEGE.. BUT. the friendship we had made, STAYS FOREVER...Love you all..... Never forget each other.. All of us..