I am not sure if this is a problem, but it happens to me. Whenever i am alone, or when i got absolutely nothing to do, i tend to think about a lot of things! REDICULOUS things actually. Things that could bother me. I really don't know why. I am not sure if this happens to other people, but it happens to me. One way to avoid this is to make myself busy, but i cant be busy all the time. I really wish i could talk to someone about this but the problem is, there is a lot of things in my head during those times and i dont even know how to sort it out.
Another thing is, has anyone of you discovered that, there is SOMETHING inside you that u wished u could tell someone but u think no one, not even your bestest best mate could understand you? I know we can tell our closest mate everything and anything but sometimes there is just something that we can never bring ourselves to talk about it to another person. It hurts and its depressing that we keep it inside us and we need to let it out... but we just can't as we feel that no one else could understand us.
It really is depressing. Sometimes i just force myself busy or just to interupt my mind with something else happier or like now, blog it out, although its not the main problem and topic. But it does feel a tinyyyy tineee bit better. aizz....... hate it when i get depresses, FOR NOTHING
