Sunday, August 31, 2008

Good things for BAD people?

WHY DO GOOD THINGS ALWIZ FALL FOR THE BAD PEOPLE ? Ive now known ALOT of the meanest people in this world.. they are so mean that they did things so BADDD no one can ever imagine... FUCK !!

IT'S REALY NOT FAIR.. some people say, god is forgiving... NO... THIS IS NOT THE WAY.. they did SOOO much bad things, uncountable meanest things, but yet they get all the glam, the things a regular person can only dream of. This is unfair... No i am NOT JEALOUS.. im FREAKIN PISSED... SO SO FREAKIN PISSED...

DONT .. DONT tell me they deserve it.. THEY DONT... dont tell me they repented their fuckin sins.. THEY WONT.. I M VERY SURE THEY WONT coz UNTIL this very second they are still doin sinful things..... n yet they are gettin ALLLL the good things.... UNFAIR... very very unfair !!

In conclusion.. i think n i feel, good things sumtimes fall on some people, weather they are bad or good... for us, i think we have to go our there and fight and strive for what we really want. It dont fall upon us, its okay, WE GO OUT THERE AND FIGHT FOR THE THINGS WE WANT.. this is wayyy stronger than just sit and wait for it to fall on us. Especially the bad people, they get these good things, by just sitting down n wait... BUT WE DONT.. WE GO OUT AND FIGHT FOR IT, THIS WAY, WE STAY STRONG and DREAM stays strong too... coz we know we FOUGHT for it.. and we EARN it !!

Home Alone !!! YESSS!!!

I got the whole house to myself this weekend until Monday (hopefully...) Well, it seems like im a pethatic loner but why do i like being alone at home ?? Sounds spooky living alone and scary, but.... nahh dont think too much..

I've alwiz loved having my own place, my own, kitchen, my own bathroom, living room... EVERYTING TO MYSELF.. NO IM NOT SELFISH.. but i just like everything to myself, where i can do ANYTHING AT ALL, without worrying that im sharing anything with anyone...and cleaniness is the MOST IMPORTANT to me in a house. I can definately NEVER live with someone who dont give a fuck about cleaniness and people who dont give a shit about what's happening around the house.

I've alwiz wanted a whole house to myself, and VERY IMPORTANTLY, have friends over for the weekend, EVERY WEEKEND.. aint that fun?? sounds really fun to me... well, sharing a place with a very very bestfriend of ours, who is clean, non-selfish, and a great friend when it comes to anything at all, yeaa that is great, at least i dont have to be lonely.

Right now i love this house im staying in. It wont be as homey as my home in Penang but im adapted to it. I love this place ESPECIALLY when i have the whole place to myself.. Love it.. alright im gonna enjoy the rest of my "loneliness" at home now.. tazz !!

All Grown Up !!

Remember those happy times when we were in high school ? it was like a second home to us, as we spend half a day there, other thn at home !

Like i said, High School, is a place just like our second home, where we participate in everday activity, hang out with our groupies everyday, making each and every part of the entire school out TERRITORY.. Those were the fun times..... at least it was when we look back now..

But High School for me, well, the ending, was very different for me! (i wish it wasnt) I thought it will have a happy ending for me, but no, high school ends badly for me. very lil people notice this, but, my very close friends do nocitce this, or at least, heard from me ! Lets just put it this way.... the STARTING and ENDING of high school (from 1&5) was the worst time in my life.. in between, it was GREAT... especially form 3 and 4.. form 5 was great in the begining but wasnt from the middle, towards the ending!! i love form 3 so much as that was the time i have a different perspective on certain things. form 4 was great, but not as great as i was in form 3 as my best friend Michelle left school to another place.. and, things wasnt very good then but, it was okay...

Anyway enough of all these bullcrap stories...

My life really started, as in i really grew up, when i was in college.. that was the place where me and some of my closest friends found very very great people from other schools.. people whom i felt i have known them for life. People whom i wonder "why weren't we in each other's life before this".. well, guess its just a matter of time...

its september already, and november is coming soon.. the time when ALLLL of us, alll my greatest friends will be back in Penang.. oh my god i can already feel the fun .. the activities we are goin to do.. the hang outs.. the.. EVERYTHING.... the sad part is, after a few months, we will have to be seperated again for almost another year, and this will continue until we are all working in other places, across the globe, in different major cities.

And everytime, we ONLY get to look back to our memories, the times we all had spent together with the greatest people in our lives, wondering when will that ever happen again.. well, at least we ALL HAVE to make a pack, make a promise to meet each other back in our hometown , at least every once a year......

at least now, we know we WILL have months of seeing each other every year until the day we graduate and scattered around everywhere doing our jobs.. Lets look foward to this year end, and have the greatest time no one had ever had.. make this memory a sweet one, so we can all look back one day and say "well, those were the best times". But i believe, no matter how far we all are, we will still have the chance to meet up in future AT LEAST EVERY ONCE A YEAR... lets all make a pack.. a promise..... as we grow up, things change, like the speed of lightning indeed!!