Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Friends?? Or Foe??

First Impression...Something very very normal everyone has on another person. Sometimes first impressions are positives, and it remains positive.. Sometimes first impressions are negative and it remains negative.
Normally, when we have a negative first impression on someone, we usually turn out to be wrong about that person, and who knows we might be besf friends with that person. Well, sometimes we have positive first impression on someone, and eventually we could be best friends with that person, but in the end that person might turn out to be a scum suckin bitch.

I know a lot of people, people who are still UNgrown up, who belongs to JUNIOR high-school. The basic table of these loosers are "Hate each other at first, turned best friends in the end, became enemies after a few months, best friends again after that, oh, hate each other AGAIN." These people just dont get the meaning of BEST FRIENDS.. Yes you might hate that person in your first impression. But once you've bond a friendship with someone, there is no way that friendship can break unless something SERIOUS happened, which is very seldom.

Best friends are friends who will FORGIVE & FORGET (forget the problems, not the friendship). Sometimes we have a slight arguement with our good friends because of some disagreement. But that doesnt lead us to a friendship breakup. We have to ALWAYS have the attitude to know how to TOLERATE with our best friends, always forgive each other no matter what and settle whatever arguement we all have as fast as possible. If we cant tolerate with our friends and if we cant settle an argument, Wont it be hard and uncomfortable if we see them anywhere, be it in the same classroom or outside in public?? So everyone especially people nowadays HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO FREAKIN GROW UP AND WAKE UP.. LEARN how to tolerate...learn how to forgive each other... learn how to treat your bestfriends right.. as we might not know what will happen tomorrow that will make us regret our entire lifetime.. LEARN HOW TO BE A GOOD AND WORTHFULL BESTFRIEND.

Yes and i do know some people who are still as foolish as they can be and as stupid as they can be. First they hate each other, talking and bitchin bout each other.. then suddenly u will see them as BESTEST FRIENDS the next day.. ohh what happens after 1 month? A huge quarrel and a huge fight, just coz of some stupid, childish idiotic asses had to open their mouth and tell rumors to the other one, backstabbing their friends to save their image... well, of course these so called "best friends" will be enemies now, bitching about each other to the whole college and whoever else they know in the world.. well that last only for one day. the next day they will be friends again for ONLY 5 MONTHS.. next day, they wil come in, sitting seperately, bitchin about each other to the neutral ones...
in conclusion, Best Friends will become Foes and Foes will become Best Friends.. that's THEIR lame lives....
Oh and better still, these so called mature homo sapients, they love pulling the innocent people into their fights.. so in the end, someone else will take the blame of their mistakes..how inconsiderate and irresponsible could these loosers possibly be !?!

These people should seriously learn how to GROW UP. LIVE WITH THE REALITY OF THE WORLD, NOT SOME FAIRYTALE "WONDERLAND" WHERE ALL PEOPLE KILL EACH OTHER FOR PRIDE AND FAME... STOP BITCHING ABOUT ONE ANOTHER IN BLOGS AND MSN AND WHEREVER ESLE YOU CAN WRITE BOUT EACH OTHER.. if u got a problem, go to each other and settle it FACE TO FACE... learn how to grow up. learn how to be a True and Loyal BEST FRIEND...

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

College Life.. Best year of my life..

SAM 2007 IN Disted College, well, i wont say "i WOULD say its the best year of my life" but i'd say ITS THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE, apart from my Form 3 and 4 which comes after this.

Beginging when i left my Form 5, i thought i will be feeling really sad, missing those times with my friends and all.. But instead this feeling was brought foward to my college life. I was so happy when my Form 5 ends as it suck big time. But this time in college, as its gonna end, im feeling like im leaving the world of fun to a real and harsh world outside. I really miss all my friends in college already and i really hope SAM was like one and a half years.

When i mention SAM 2007, i honestly meant friends and social wise. Not the education wise. I left high school with miseries and unhappiness, something which i never expected in life as i have always loved high school, it has been my second home as we spend most of our times in high school. Form 1, well, is the WORST YEAR of my life. It got better in my form 2 and when i reach form 3, things changed throughoutly followed by form 4. My form 3 was truely awesome. I found my own group of friends. That group that i have alwiz belong to, just that my eyes didnt see that. My form 3 ended with lotz of fun and memories. I was a sad year as my best friens Michelle left for KTJ, but the memories and the times we all had in school was AWESOMELY FANTASTIC. My form 4 was great. It was a year of FUN AND EXCITEMENT. I love my form 3 & 4.. But my form 5 was HELL. My starting and ending of High School was freakin hell...... I thought hell will continue for me in college until i step into it. Things changed immediately for me. I met real people in college. Real and mature people. People who are anti-problems and people who are all grown ups, unlike those still in high schools. It took me such a short time to find people who i was looking for throughout my entire life that i thought doesnt exist. People with real and good quality of personalities and attitudes, something which i never found in high school (not all, but some friends from high school remains my bestest friends with great personalities and attitude)

Now college is ending, and i really miss the times spent with all my friends, arguing where to go for lunch, arguing over something small and silly but of course thank lord no one kept grudges, (this is what i call mature people), all those times we spent in gurney, swatow lane, Mc D, ice ice baby after classes, especially on Thursdays with my best friend Ardee and all the times we sit in the cafeteria and general lab, serfing the net, talking as loud as possible and laughing our brains off with the jokes we all made especially by Eileen. Damn she is one hell of a joker, no one beats her.
Oh yea the times we skipped Jenny's classes and the tensed atmosphere that formed as we enter her naggy classes. How much we disliked her and how much we kinda cursed her, (not as terrible as the 2 of em who confronted her in the begining of the year). But we all never realize that it's her nags that made us do our work consistently. She is the only lecturer that dedicated her knowledge fully for us, without caring how much we will hate her. Usually we will never see the true colours of our teachers and lecturers until the very end of the time when we are gonna leave school or college. But we should have realize in the begining that Jenny is one of the best lecturer.

I had never had this feeling before, this very sad, 'dont-want-to-leave-this-place' kinda feeling coz, i honestly dont give a crap about leaving high school and the people there (except some great people who are important to me in my life and those who are still by my side, Adrian you are DEFINITELY ONE OF EM IM TALKIN ABOUT, DONT TRY TO 'ure not including me in your bestfriends list' me.. ahahahhahahaha) SAM 2007 and all my new friends, and my best friends, i really don't want to leave you all. I could stay with you all forever as you people are the ones that ive found who could cherrish every moment of my life. You people are the ones who made me go home everyday after classes with hapiness and laughters (laughin in my car and bathroom sometimes, thinkin of the things that happened in college, those fun and laughters..jokessessss) In high school yea there are times when i go home with hapiness but there are times, most of the times in my last year of high school especially, i go home with frustrations, upsetness, and unhapiness. But my life and times in college makes me go home EVERYDAY with hapiness, yes NOT EVEN ONE DAY OF SADNESS.

I know, i know... Suet Nee and Adrian is gonna say "so long winded and alwiz repeat what he had said"... But i have no other way to express the feeling im having now, this year in SAM 2007.. Throughout my 18 years of life, i swear to God this is my happiest year, happiest times and happiest moments with you all. You guys that ive met in Disted this year (some from my high school), thank God (a lot) that ive found you people in my life. Im seriously lucky to have you guys as ive seen some people who had miserable lives in their college and university life. As we said, we are leaving college, means we are leaving each other also. NONSENSE.. WE MIGHT BE LEAVING COLLEGE.. BUT. the friendship we had made, STAYS FOREVER...Love you all..... Never forget each other.. All of us..