Tuesday, October 30, 2007

College Life.. Best year of my life..

SAM 2007 IN Disted College, well, i wont say "i WOULD say its the best year of my life" but i'd say ITS THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE, apart from my Form 3 and 4 which comes after this.

Beginging when i left my Form 5, i thought i will be feeling really sad, missing those times with my friends and all.. But instead this feeling was brought foward to my college life. I was so happy when my Form 5 ends as it suck big time. But this time in college, as its gonna end, im feeling like im leaving the world of fun to a real and harsh world outside. I really miss all my friends in college already and i really hope SAM was like one and a half years.

When i mention SAM 2007, i honestly meant friends and social wise. Not the education wise. I left high school with miseries and unhappiness, something which i never expected in life as i have always loved high school, it has been my second home as we spend most of our times in high school. Form 1, well, is the WORST YEAR of my life. It got better in my form 2 and when i reach form 3, things changed throughoutly followed by form 4. My form 3 was truely awesome. I found my own group of friends. That group that i have alwiz belong to, just that my eyes didnt see that. My form 3 ended with lotz of fun and memories. I was a sad year as my best friens Michelle left for KTJ, but the memories and the times we all had in school was AWESOMELY FANTASTIC. My form 4 was great. It was a year of FUN AND EXCITEMENT. I love my form 3 & 4.. But my form 5 was HELL. My starting and ending of High School was freakin hell...... I thought hell will continue for me in college until i step into it. Things changed immediately for me. I met real people in college. Real and mature people. People who are anti-problems and people who are all grown ups, unlike those still in high schools. It took me such a short time to find people who i was looking for throughout my entire life that i thought doesnt exist. People with real and good quality of personalities and attitudes, something which i never found in high school (not all, but some friends from high school remains my bestest friends with great personalities and attitude)

Now college is ending, and i really miss the times spent with all my friends, arguing where to go for lunch, arguing over something small and silly but of course thank lord no one kept grudges, (this is what i call mature people), all those times we spent in gurney, swatow lane, Mc D, ice ice baby after classes, especially on Thursdays with my best friend Ardee and all the times we sit in the cafeteria and general lab, serfing the net, talking as loud as possible and laughing our brains off with the jokes we all made especially by Eileen. Damn she is one hell of a joker, no one beats her.
Oh yea the times we skipped Jenny's classes and the tensed atmosphere that formed as we enter her naggy classes. How much we disliked her and how much we kinda cursed her, (not as terrible as the 2 of em who confronted her in the begining of the year). But we all never realize that it's her nags that made us do our work consistently. She is the only lecturer that dedicated her knowledge fully for us, without caring how much we will hate her. Usually we will never see the true colours of our teachers and lecturers until the very end of the time when we are gonna leave school or college. But we should have realize in the begining that Jenny is one of the best lecturer.

I had never had this feeling before, this very sad, 'dont-want-to-leave-this-place' kinda feeling coz, i honestly dont give a crap about leaving high school and the people there (except some great people who are important to me in my life and those who are still by my side, Adrian you are DEFINITELY ONE OF EM IM TALKIN ABOUT, DONT TRY TO 'ure not including me in your bestfriends list' me.. ahahahhahahaha) SAM 2007 and all my new friends, and my best friends, i really don't want to leave you all. I could stay with you all forever as you people are the ones that ive found who could cherrish every moment of my life. You people are the ones who made me go home everyday after classes with hapiness and laughters (laughin in my car and bathroom sometimes, thinkin of the things that happened in college, those fun and laughters..jokessessss) In high school yea there are times when i go home with hapiness but there are times, most of the times in my last year of high school especially, i go home with frustrations, upsetness, and unhapiness. But my life and times in college makes me go home EVERYDAY with hapiness, yes NOT EVEN ONE DAY OF SADNESS.

I know, i know... Suet Nee and Adrian is gonna say "so long winded and alwiz repeat what he had said"... But i have no other way to express the feeling im having now, this year in SAM 2007.. Throughout my 18 years of life, i swear to God this is my happiest year, happiest times and happiest moments with you all. You guys that ive met in Disted this year (some from my high school), thank God (a lot) that ive found you people in my life. Im seriously lucky to have you guys as ive seen some people who had miserable lives in their college and university life. As we said, we are leaving college, means we are leaving each other also. NONSENSE.. WE MIGHT BE LEAVING COLLEGE.. BUT. the friendship we had made, STAYS FOREVER...Love you all..... Never forget each other.. All of us..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

LAME
PPL..DONT VISIT THIS BLOG
GO TO MINE
www.eileenhocs.blogspot.com

ahah kiddin la..
THKS FOR MENTIONIN ME IN YA BLOG..FEEL SO PROUD..hahahah
study pat..study
see u around
love u guys

Anonymous said...

Dats like so totally sweet of u PAT!!
IM like in it!!muaxies my poochie boy!
haha and da best part is, my name comes before EILEEENNSS!!!haha.....
anyway pat had a great year with u and da rest!!!
LUV U and thanx for being my date every Thursday!
Im gonna miss U!!

~Ardee~