Thursday, October 23, 2008

stress and depression!! AGAIN

This week has been a really hectic week. Last week i hardly have any sleep... assignments..assignmets...assignments.... and this week, thank lord ECS research paper is over... for the first time i stayed up till dawn, 6am.. and then slept for 1-2 hours and went to college... and stayed up till 9pm, knock off till 13 hours later...

this week everyone seems stressed out!! everyone is in a really bad mood, tiring mood and stressed out mood... plus we had our speaking test which is finally over.. thank god!! coming up we all have a video shoot for our project... before our FINALS... so yeah everyone will stay in a bad mood till..god knows when!! i hope that wont happen startin tomorrow!!!

furthermore... im getting this new .. thing.. feeling.. in me.. like i am not getting enough of something and .. something in me is just... wanting more of something.. it doesnt make sense i know but.. i dont know how to explain it. coz there is not words for it... love? nah i dun think so.. lust? i think its lust.. BUT FOR WHAT? i am not sure!!! im so confused and i duno what is happening to me.. i think ill start off a good night sleep!!!!

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