Humans..... naturally cant get enough

its human nature that we just can't get enough of what we have. EVERYTHING counts... from love, to money to sex to.... just name it..

As a students, when we get good results compared to the previous one, we are still not happy.. coz its human nature.. we alwiz wants more eventhough its more than the previous one...

money is ONE THING everyone cant get enough of.... one day we got from poor, to being rich, we are still not happy, because, we naturally just want more.. we got rich over night, got our dream car, dream house, dream gadgets.. dream whatever, BUT IN THE END, WE STILL DONT FEEL WE GOT ENOUGH.. i dunno why but i guess its just human nature..

LOVE..SEX..LUST.. when we move up from step one, we are already rushing to the next step... we often wonders, ''why cant i get that person?" and we often fantasize bout that person, this and that and all.. BUT when we finally get what we want, something in us just tells us 'you have to get more if it'... and it just makes u want more... one time kiss, you will have bigger lust for the next one..... one time sex, you will have bigger lust for it.. we promise ourself its a ONE-TIME, but it doesnt stay.. we will WANT MORE...

i guess its just human nature to want more of everything goal we have already achieved... its bad, but also good in a way... guess the cure to it to only CONTROL OURSELVES!!

Rash's Birthday party last saturday night

Last Saturday was really fun.. it was Rash's birthday party... and there were LOTZ of people.... met some new friends.. great new friends... and the party was AWESOME... after the party Khai Xian came n fetched me , with lalitha n maalini inside thhe car.. we went all the way to harta mas for supper.... and then head over to lalitha's new condo... my god.... we went swimming the next day and it was FUCKING AWESOME.... my god i havnt swam in MONTHSSS since last yea end... my god..i cant wait for my next swim!!! it was a great weekend...but the weekday was hectic...

Rash's great Birthday party.. great late night out.. and great SWIM!!

Li Hui's Birthday surprise!!

its a great surprise party thrown to li hui yesterday for her birthday!! my god ya'll shud have seen her face... it was a great..happy moment...
ita a in-house party at Maria's.. it was a great party although there are alot of new new new people!! ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI HUI!!!

stress and depression!! AGAIN

This week has been a really hectic week. Last week i hardly have any sleep... assignments..assignmets...assignments.... and this week, thank lord ECS research paper is over... for the first time i stayed up till dawn, 6am.. and then slept for 1-2 hours and went to college... and stayed up till 9pm, knock off till 13 hours later...

this week everyone seems stressed out!! everyone is in a really bad mood, tiring mood and stressed out mood... plus we had our speaking test which is finally over.. thank god!! coming up we all have a video shoot for our project... before our FINALS... so yeah everyone will stay in a bad mood till..god knows when!! i hope that wont happen startin tomorrow!!!

furthermore... im getting this new .. thing.. feeling.. in me.. like i am not getting enough of something and .. something in me is just... wanting more of something.. it doesnt make sense i know but.. i dont know how to explain it. coz there is not words for it... love? nah i dun think so.. lust? i think its lust.. BUT FOR WHAT? i am not sure!!! im so confused and i duno what is happening to me.. i think ill start off a good night sleep!!!!

Lust..Love..Like..Admiration...

Correct me if im wrong... in my own words and defination, when we have feelings for someone, it is not love yet. it is more than admiration and close to love. but love takes some time to develope.. when we are in a relationship, we develope love - care, and a feeling and attitude where u will spend the rest of your lifetime with that special person without doubt of sacrificing anything at all for that person... that is love..

we like a lot of people. we think they are cute, pretty, (handsome - for girls), like to stare at them for their attractiveness, and from that it could turn to 'crush' and then to love. like is not so much as strong as love. just like admiration, we admire someone for their good looks, talents, personality... and all these, like and admiration, leads the furthers to being friends only.. anything above that will lead to love.

now..LUST.. lust is a strong feeling and sexual attitude we have for certain people. lust have to come its natural way. when we see a person, a form of attraction will occur, which makes us want to just pull that person towards us and have a one-time with her (him - for girls).. that's lust.. lust for a person can last for a "few times" and then eventually it will fade away.. lust in us, fades away FASTER when we get what it want.. it will take some time to fly away if we dont get it, which is 90% usually what happens. and also, lust could turn to love too as it's also a form of admiration.

which is the strongest?? the decent, Love? the admiration, or the strong lust feelings ?? which one we can control more? it all depends on ourself.. but love hurts the most, while lust doesnt hurt at all!!

Saturday Night - May's Birthday

last night was one of the best night.. went out to celebrate may's birthday 12am... went for shisha last night, somewhere in KL, and it was AWESOME... and then we headed down to AC for pool and fusball... it was a great night out and also the latest time to come home ahah!! slept at 7am......

hope u had a great time May... we all did for sure... HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

My first Runway

The environment is tensed, and everyone around me is nervous. I was very very very nervous when they shouted 'guys, standby'. The nervousness hit me even more when it's my turn to walk out. Its just a metetr of seconds now. But the moment you hear the word 'go', that is where the excitement starts.

My first runway show was at the Cynna Bar@ Loft KL, i got to wear clothes from Ed Hardy, a well-known brand from the West. It was really fun, and it was a great experience, walking out there on the runway showing what you got on you. It takes your nerves away especially when u see alll familiar faces there cheering for u, and all the supports i got from all my friends from Penang to College mates to Australia !! i love u all for being there for me.. And michelle.. i love you so much for being there .. i feel so so so much 'im not alone' when ure there.. i really miss you..

In short, my first fashion runway show was incredibly exciting.. hope there will be more next time!!

The Forgotten(S)

Some people wonder why their friends are no more there when they needed them. Well, they just dont realise its their own doings.

Sometimes when you are too busy, there is always a minute for you to at least SMS or message your close friends, at least a 'hi' or a short update on what you are currently doing. It's like you dont bother at all.. so you cant blame your friends from drifting away.

So do not ignore your friends. Make conversation with them. Update them with your life. Ignoring them, being rude to them, saying 'i dun care bout your life', ignoring them when they try to contact you, is just THE SAME as shooing your friends away. Friends are one of the most important things in the world, so do not neglect them, no matter how busy you are!

Time is PRECIOUS !!

The busses and sometimes the KTM is alwayz late.. especially the bus here in Malaysia. Its is MOSTLY, (97/100), LATE.. How can someone, who takes the buses everyday, put up with this? Well, i will be taking the bus for this few years only and not my whole entire lifetime. But what about those people who will be taking public transport for the rest of their lives???

How can someone live with this everyday? EVERYDAY? Transportation in MALAYSIA IS FUCKIN UNRELIABLE.. well, the KTM is wayy better thn the bus of course and the bus is mostly LATE.. and the fucking KTM.. ITS SUPPOSE TO BE FAST, COZ IT HAS NO TRAFFIC AT ALL... N BEST PART ITS NOT ONLY ELECTRONIC, BUT DRIVEN BY A PERSON INSIDE... NO TRAFFIC... n Yet its still late.....

The time USED to wait for these transport, CAN BE USED TO DO SOOOO MANY THINGS... SOO MUCH.. LOTZ OF THINGS CAN BE DONE.... its such a waste of time waiting for these unreliabe fucks..

SO PEOPLE, don't .. DON'T..rely on these transport... WORK HARD.. EARN MORE MONEY, DRIVE OUR OWN CAR.. get a damn budget car n spend a bit to SAVE TIME.. time which we can use to do SOOOOO MUCH THINGS..

Money can be EARNED BACK.. BUT TIME CANT.. Time is precious people.. Time is precious.. if we have to spend a bit of money, to get to our destination faster, its worth it.. coz, TIME IS PRECIOUS!!!

Decide your own Destiny

Most people say that wherever we ended up in, its our 'destiny', or let destiny decide where it should take you. Most people believe it this way. But is it the healthy way? I dont think so..

I believe that we SHOULD decide our OWN DESTINY. We should decide where we want to go, what we want to do in life, and which goal to achieve in life. We have to follow our own dreams. Not just do whatever is there for us, and let it bring us to our destination.

NO, DONT LET ANYTHING BRING US TO OUR DESTINATION, WE DECIDE OUR OWN DESTINY. We go to our own destination with our dreams. What im sayin here is, alot of people are not doing or studying what they like now. They study that particular course, just because of their friends, because its the easiest to get a job in future, but, do u want to wake up every morning sayin "damn i gotta go work now" or "yes, i gotta go work now yay"...

So, study the course u love. Do the things u like. Have passion in the things you want and love. Dont listen to others' discouragements coz they are the loosers who will never understand us. DO WHAT U LOVE, PICK YOUR OWN DESTINY !!! Anything is possible as long as you have the passion for it, and believe in it.

Good things for BAD people?

WHY DO GOOD THINGS ALWIZ FALL FOR THE BAD PEOPLE ? Ive now known ALOT of the meanest people in this world.. they are so mean that they did things so BADDD no one can ever imagine... FUCK !!

IT'S REALY NOT FAIR.. some people say, god is forgiving... NO... THIS IS NOT THE WAY.. they did SOOO much bad things, uncountable meanest things, but yet they get all the glam, the things a regular person can only dream of. This is unfair... No i am NOT JEALOUS.. im FREAKIN PISSED... SO SO FREAKIN PISSED...

DONT .. DONT tell me they deserve it.. THEY DONT... dont tell me they repented their fuckin sins.. THEY WONT.. I M VERY SURE THEY WONT coz UNTIL this very second they are still doin sinful things..... n yet they are gettin ALLLL the good things.... UNFAIR... very very unfair !!

In conclusion.. i think n i feel, good things sumtimes fall on some people, weather they are bad or good... for us, i think we have to go our there and fight and strive for what we really want. It dont fall upon us, its okay, WE GO OUT THERE AND FIGHT FOR THE THINGS WE WANT.. this is wayyy stronger than just sit and wait for it to fall on us. Especially the bad people, they get these good things, by just sitting down n wait... BUT WE DONT.. WE GO OUT AND FIGHT FOR IT, THIS WAY, WE STAY STRONG and DREAM stays strong too... coz we know we FOUGHT for it.. and we EARN it !!

Home Alone !!! YESSS!!!

I got the whole house to myself this weekend until Monday (hopefully...) Well, it seems like im a pethatic loner but why do i like being alone at home ?? Sounds spooky living alone and scary, but.... nahh dont think too much..

I've alwiz loved having my own place, my own, kitchen, my own bathroom, living room... EVERYTING TO MYSELF.. NO IM NOT SELFISH.. but i just like everything to myself, where i can do ANYTHING AT ALL, without worrying that im sharing anything with anyone...and cleaniness is the MOST IMPORTANT to me in a house. I can definately NEVER live with someone who dont give a fuck about cleaniness and people who dont give a shit about what's happening around the house.

I've alwiz wanted a whole house to myself, and VERY IMPORTANTLY, have friends over for the weekend, EVERY WEEKEND.. aint that fun?? sounds really fun to me... well, sharing a place with a very very bestfriend of ours, who is clean, non-selfish, and a great friend when it comes to anything at all, yeaa that is great, at least i dont have to be lonely.

Right now i love this house im staying in. It wont be as homey as my home in Penang but im adapted to it. I love this place ESPECIALLY when i have the whole place to myself.. Love it.. alright im gonna enjoy the rest of my "loneliness" at home now.. tazz !!

All Grown Up !!

Remember those happy times when we were in high school ? it was like a second home to us, as we spend half a day there, other thn at home !

Like i said, High School, is a place just like our second home, where we participate in everday activity, hang out with our groupies everyday, making each and every part of the entire school out TERRITORY.. Those were the fun times..... at least it was when we look back now..

But High School for me, well, the ending, was very different for me! (i wish it wasnt) I thought it will have a happy ending for me, but no, high school ends badly for me. very lil people notice this, but, my very close friends do nocitce this, or at least, heard from me ! Lets just put it this way.... the STARTING and ENDING of high school (from 1&5) was the worst time in my life.. in between, it was GREAT... especially form 3 and 4.. form 5 was great in the begining but wasnt from the middle, towards the ending!! i love form 3 so much as that was the time i have a different perspective on certain things. form 4 was great, but not as great as i was in form 3 as my best friend Michelle left school to another place.. and, things wasnt very good then but, it was okay...

Anyway enough of all these bullcrap stories...

My life really started, as in i really grew up, when i was in college.. that was the place where me and some of my closest friends found very very great people from other schools.. people whom i felt i have known them for life. People whom i wonder "why weren't we in each other's life before this".. well, guess its just a matter of time...

its september already, and november is coming soon.. the time when ALLLL of us, alll my greatest friends will be back in Penang.. oh my god i can already feel the fun .. the activities we are goin to do.. the hang outs.. the.. EVERYTHING.... the sad part is, after a few months, we will have to be seperated again for almost another year, and this will continue until we are all working in other places, across the globe, in different major cities.

And everytime, we ONLY get to look back to our memories, the times we all had spent together with the greatest people in our lives, wondering when will that ever happen again.. well, at least we ALL HAVE to make a pack, make a promise to meet each other back in our hometown , at least every once a year......

at least now, we know we WILL have months of seeing each other every year until the day we graduate and scattered around everywhere doing our jobs.. Lets look foward to this year end, and have the greatest time no one had ever had.. make this memory a sweet one, so we can all look back one day and say "well, those were the best times". But i believe, no matter how far we all are, we will still have the chance to meet up in future AT LEAST EVERY ONCE A YEAR... lets all make a pack.. a promise..... as we grow up, things change, like the speed of lightning indeed!!

AFTER EXAMS

AFTER EXAMS.... HERE IN LIBRARY.. oh my god sem 2 ends sooooo fast... time pass really fast.... in a blink of an eye, 6 months has gone d....
Now waiting to go out with Karin, Vivienne and Steph.... n the rest still in exam hall i think...

Right now..Karin blogging bout vivienne askin me bout viagra....
Karin now playing some pig game....
Vivienne cant wait to see Kate Borsworth having sex in 21...
N YJ came d... n where is Brandon???
Hui Ling is trying to type something...... 32.0i (is what she typed)
Steph is blur, askin something bout changing sth...
N im chatting with Janey who dont miss me (actually she miss me alot she denying) and saying i loved Eileen and how the hell she remmebers Eileen? See EILEEN HO i told u ur hotness is famous.....
Someone behind sayin sth bout dying.. so many there...panda... vivienne say hichhock..kitten n bluek all....
Hui Ling n Vivienne wanna enter cheerleading.....

OKAY THATS ALL FOR NOW... ON OUR WAY TO WATCH JOLIE SEXY AND BORSWORTH HAVING SEX!!!! BYE PEOPLE!!!!

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SORRY FOR ANY HIDEOUS AND INAPPROPIATE DESIGNS ON THIS BLOG...

Defination of 'Life Is Hard'

Most people define 'Life Is Hard' as, well, college, assignments, relationship problems and all other bullcraps... well, its NOT...

My defination of 'life is hard' is when we think about our future, what are we gonna do in future, will we be successful in the field of our interest?? where are we heading to, career and also abroad. These are the things we have to be thinking about now, make plans for our future before its too late.

The problem with me is, i always think of the unnecessary stuffs, like will i get a job abroad next time coz ive always wanna work abroad, in places like Paris, New York, as they have very good job opportunities and yes, we are asian, and wanting them to take us in for a job is also a huge huge consideration for them. (Usually the answer is No). And if i don't work here in my hometown, how about my friends, family, loved ones, and.... my home ???? Of course i never thought of wanting to leave them....!?!?!?!

Interest-..Ive always loved travelling and i don't want to stick to only one boring job and work there for the rest of my life. I like to explore other countries, other major cities, having a main occupation while doing part time jobs related to my main job. I love exploring, learn new things from different places. But is it possible??? Does everyone have that kinda opportunity??

Home-.. A nice decorated house is something ive alwiz wanted as its the safest and the most relaxing place in the world. So i dont understand why some people have so many houses. The 4 season houses, one for every season, and a holiday home, this home that home, aint HOME suppose to be the ONLY place u will ever go back to for comfort and safety ?? Im that kinda person who likes to have a nice house where i can go home to every night. But on the other hand, i love travelling to different places, looking for different opportunities in my career.. so how can i make my home, permanant for me?? unless i dun travel that often but only once or twice every few months for assignments????

Away From Hometown-.. If there is an opportunity for me to work abroad, i will, for sure, take it. But the thought of leaving your whole family behind sucks. its horrible... we leaving our hometown, migrating to the other side of the world, leaving EVERYTHING (since our childhood) behind.. I know for sure my father and my brothers, sisters n everyone wont follow me, nor migrate to wherever i desire to go..... n the thought of leaving my FATHER behind, is horrible, knowing he wont migrate with me to wherever i go also...

Friends-.. Everywhere we go, we meet people... good ones and bad ones.. obviously we dont give two shit bout the bad people we met on the way.. but those we considered best friends, or our best friends for years now, its just hard knowing we will be leaving them, as for sure we are all gonna be scattered around the world, doing different things, knowing that the only way to keep in touch is by the network and that makessss lotzzzzzz of differences compared to being with each other... this sucks... knowing we have to part from our friends, for a long time, hence, FOREVER????

So u see.. why i alwiz think life hard.. its because, the first thing in our live that we HAVE to do is focus on our future, and our goals.. where do we wanan go, and what do we wanan do.. but there are consequences.. it means leaving our friends.. leaving our family.. leaving our home... and leaving these 3 aspect is the most horrible thing to do, but we have to if we want to achieve our goal and target, and our dream.. so life is hard if u really think of it.. there are alot of things which we can easily do, but how about the consequences?????????

NEW YORK CITY.... ~city that never sleeps~

Ive Been Tagged...Really Fun!!

*List out 5 presents you wish for:
A car, a house, a digital camera (mine spoiled), shoes, bag (mine torn coz of KTM)

*The person who tagged you:
Karin Chan

*Your first 5 impressions of her:
Cute, Funny, Dirty (at times), Hardworking, A Great Friend

*The most memorable thing they have done/given to you:
Err, when we are in a group doing project or talking about almost everything in the world.

*If he/she becomes your lover, you two will:
Err, well if she wants me....... (she aint available i guess)

*If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be because:
Well nahh, we WILL avoid all those crap...

5 people you tag:
1) Eileen
2) Adrian
3) Suet Nee
4) Hui Chuen
5) Maalini

*Who is no 3 having a relationship with?
None. Well, she is mysterious ahhahahha

*Who is no 5 having a relationship with?
Try counting. Proberly line up from Penang to KL.

*If no 2 and no 3 got together will it be a good thing?
that will be the oddest yet cutest couple ever

*How about no 4 and 5?
Their children will be really hot.

*What is no 3 studying?
Bachelor of Accounting (Aust. Transfer Program)

*When was the last time you chatted with no 5?
Like, this morning, 5 hours ao

*Does no 4 work?
Nope...

*Would you be with no 1?
That hottie.. well yeah IF she wants me...

*How bout no 5?
Well, im DEFINATELY not her type.. We are too close of a friend to fall for.

*Does no 2 have siblings?
Yeah..a sister

*How did you get to know no 2 and no 4?
Ive known them since STD 1.. we are really old good friends.

*Where does no 1 live at?
In Penang, but currently in Perth.

*Is no 3 the sexiest person in the world?
Suet Nee??? The sexiest? HELL YEAH BABY!!!

These are the people ive tagged!! Happy Taggin ya'll.. Have a Great Day hahahaa

Look BOTH SIDES people.. and STOP judging...

We might think of SOMEONE as a very wise person.. but fuck NEVER judge it that way. A wise person don't judge a situation by knowing only one side of the story. Look at both sides and IF u wanna interfear with it, make sure u dont fuck things up between the few main people. If you think u cant make things right, then FUCK OFF and STOP acting all "Mr. Know It All.."

AND, STOP JUDGING. How to make a complaining friend feel better and how the FUCK to let your friend do the right thing, is NOT to go with the flow with their anger and depression. THINK WISE, yess it WILL be upsetting and hurtful, but hell, TRUTH is alwiz BETTER THAN A FUCKIN LIE.. When a friend come up to us, feeling alllllll depress and angry, going "yeah ure right, u shud be angry, the other person is wrong, a total ass" AINT GONNA MAKE HIM/HER FEEL ANY BETTER.. GONNA MAKE THINGS WAYYY WORST.. Wanna give advice, make sure its the TRUTH N make sure its WISE before opening ur fuckin trap. Don't know how to do it, take that ass of urs, and fuck it sumwhere else. Don t be "Mr Know It Fuckin All" if you cant be him. And DONT... i re-fuckin-peat, D-O-N-'-T JUDGE the other party just coz our friend is our friend, coz it AINT fair to the other person by listening and supporting only on the side u've listened to....

AND YESS...MY FAVOURITE PART..... DONT FUCKING RUN AWAY FROM YOUR MISTAKE... U DID A MISTAKE, OWN UP TO IT WHEN BEING CONFRONTED.. dont go alll "I dont know.. did i say that?" and run away, ignoring ur calls, sms-es coz it aint gonna make you a man, MAKE U A LOOSER OF THE 21ST CENTURY.. FUCK BE A DAAMN MAN N STAND UP FOR THE MISTAKES U HAVE MADE.....why make it in the first place if u got NO GUTS to stand up for it!! Backstabbing, bad-mouthing (someone's favourite word), judging like fuck, and telling lies to get support AND RUNNING AWAY, is the LAMEST and STUPIDEST and FUCKIEST thing to do... Have some balls and stand up to it.... face it.. and make things right.. why make that mistake n run, why didnt use ur tiny pea brain to think of the right thing to do earlier before u fucked things up?? SERVE YOU RIGHT FUCKER..

People tends to listen to ONLY one side of a story, and then supporting the closer party and judge the other party badly. Think bout it, will it be fair to the other person?? we dont even know what the fuck is going on. Human Beings, its our nature to protect ourselves and say good bout ourselves and bad bout the other party.. How many times have u heard someone coming up to u and say "i fought with my friend, BUT I AM IN FAULT. I AM IN THE WRONG".. heard that often?? or this.."i fought with him/her... n she/he is a fuckin scum, backstabbing whore bitch"... which one u heard more often.. FUCK YEAH THE SECOND ONE.. so we as LISTERNERS dont just support just coz that person is our close friend.. HELP THAT FRIEND OF YOURS GO THROUGH THAT PROBLEM, DO THE RIGHT THING, SAY THE RIGHT WORDS, HELP HIM/HER COMMUNICATE WITH THE OTHER PARTY the RIGHT way... not to fight n all fucks. aint gonna help anyone..

Yeah people might think im that kinda person who dont support my close friends as to what i said above.. again, use that brain of yours and think, why is a friend doing this? Its coz he/she CARES for you.. thats why he/she dares to take the risk, dare to make u hate him/her JUST for you to do and make things right... A close friend whose words upsets and hurts you, isnt a bad person, but a friend who dares to tell you the truth and go with you through your troubles and problems... Emphasize of this sentence "A close friend whose words upsets and hurts you...".. this sentence, which sentence caught ur eyes?? 'a friend who upsets n hurt you rite?' how bout the word 'close friend' ?? what is it doing there? n why say 'close friend' when u think he/she is just to upset u with their words.???

SO PEOPLE.. THINK... THINK BROADLY about things.. dont just think about a story or a problem.. lotz of words and meanings are hidden and MOST people just dont see it... see it with ur brain, if u cant with ur eyes... think outside the box.. 'MAYBE's' and 'IF's' helps one feel better and confident to face their problems and troubles.. going with the flow aint a good thing is some situation especially someone's emotional mood!!

So people out there, THINK for the best solution to help a friend, could be upsetting and hurtful but its way better to have a sweet n happy ending than a fucked up one... and ALWAYS...
A-L-W-A-Y-S look at both sides of the troubled parties, no matter hoe close or un-close u are to one of the party... and stop judging.... we can allll make bigggg differences in a good friend's life, and ours !!!!

AND THIS MESSAGE IS COMPLETELY GENERAL..ITS NOT SPECIFICALLY FOR ANYONE... NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE.... !!!

Depressed...for NOTHING

I am not sure if this is a problem, but it happens to me. Whenever i am alone, or when i got absolutely nothing to do, i tend to think about a lot of things! REDICULOUS things actually. Things that could bother me. I really don't know why. I am not sure if this happens to other people, but it happens to me. One way to avoid this is to make myself busy, but i cant be busy all the time. I really wish i could talk to someone about this but the problem is, there is a lot of things in my head during those times and i dont even know how to sort it out.

Another thing is, has anyone of you discovered that, there is SOMETHING inside you that u wished u could tell someone but u think no one, not even your bestest best mate could understand you? I know we can tell our closest mate everything and anything but sometimes there is just something that we can never bring ourselves to talk about it to another person. It hurts and its depressing that we keep it inside us and we need to let it out... but we just can't as we feel that no one else could understand us.

It really is depressing. Sometimes i just force myself busy or just to interupt my mind with something else happier or like now, blog it out, although its not the main problem and topic. But it does feel a tinyyyy tineee bit better. aizz....... hate it when i get depresses, FOR NOTHING

For the last time....

Yesterday 05/06 Feb ....
We all met up in Ardee's house and it was like old old old times.. Ardee and KK are leaving today itself later in the afternoon around 6pm. I really can't believe it. Throughout the whole entire 2007, we have been around everywhere TOGETHER... joking, talking very loud like nobody's business... Look at us now, everyone is leaving to seperate parts of the world.

It was so so so so fun we sat down and talk about EVERYTHING, ate, and after that Me, Suet + Gaiks, Adrian and Phil were driving home, having hell lots of fun on the empty road.. Driving back to Adrian's house first followed by Gaiks (Phil went home the other way) then Suet and Me as i live the furthers.. On the road we were overtaking each other, flashing each other and all IT WAS SOOO FUN and Phil will come next to my car and smile to me WITHOUT LOOKING INFRONT OF THE ROAD... he is crazy but it made me laugh soooo hard ahahahahahaha AND SUET oh my god u people make my day seriously !!!! How i wished this is all video taped...

Anyway all the best to KK and Ardee.. and Eileen will be leaving soon also.. aizz... and suet thankz so much for the video it is sooo memoriable.... Just like suet said, this is NOT A GOODBYE, we will still see each other and hang out to the max when we all come back end of this year.. good luck everyone!!!